Martin had noticed we hadn’t been calling in the pub or seeing around town as often, the way things were before Doc came along. Looking back, I guess I was at a low ebb, feeling a bit sorry for myself. Although the affair between Sue and Doc had ended, there wasn't much going on between us—well, not in bed, at least. My GP said the erectile dysfunction was down to stress; he advised me to "back off" for a while. Trying and failing was adding to the stress, making things worse.
I couldn't even get enough of a stiffy for Sue to give me a hand job; her response to that was oiling me up with baby oil and then rubbing me as though I had a clitoral. That worked, but it was the only way that I could reach an orgasm. What the hell was I thinking when I told Martin about all this? He was a lifelong friend and our best man when we were married. If I couldn't trust him, who could I trust?
Martin invited us to call around when Sue wasn't around to have a few drinks with him and Elaine. We did that a couple of times, and that got us back into the routine of going out for a meal and a drink. That went on for a month or so—miserable months they were, though. Sue went through the motions, pretending to enjoy a night out, but she didn't have that spark anymore. When I asked, she'd just say she was tired due to the night shifts, but I could tell it was more than that.
It took me a while before I realized how Sue laughed at all of Martin's jokes and how she was listening more intently to him than to me. I didn't want to misjudge it, but when the little pieces of the jigsaw started to come together, I could see the bigger picture. I began to suspect that Martin was going to make a play for Sue. I could tell from the way he looked at her, the smiles traded between them, and how he always wanted to sit right opposite Sue. I was beginning to regret that I had so openly confided in him; he knew too much. By now he knew about Sue's affair; he knew the affair was over; he also knew I couldn't "raise a gallop." Maybe that was too much of a temptation for him.
Even though I’d picked up on the warning signs, I’d done nothing to dissuade him. The more he asked about Sue, the more it turned me on. Nothing more potent ever entered my head than seeing Sue being fucked by Doc, but that was over. I was already wondering how Sue and Martin would look together; being cuckolded blows the mind, but that's the only blow job a cuck gets.
By now, it had been close to six months since Sue's relationship with Doc ended, so it was exciting to think someone else might be taking an interest in Sue, and of all people, it was Martin, not just my best friend but my best man when we were married. Sue couldn't hide the glint in her eye or that wicked smile when I told her I suspected Martin was interested in her; she immediately wanted to hear more. Sue started to take even more interest in Martin; no doubt he noticed. How Elaine missed out on that I don't know; then again, maybe she knew, maybe she didn't care; like all couples, they'd had their share of problems.
I'm sure Martin was testing the ground, asking for more and more details. How long Sue's affair with Doc had gone on, asking how it felt knowing Sue was being fucked, often staying overnight with Doc, and how I felt when she would tease me by calling around midnight to say she wouldn't be home until morning—Martin wanted to know everything. At first, I thought he was just curious.
Martin followed up with, "What would you do if Sue had another affair?"
I told him, "I wouldn't be pleased, especially if I didn't know about it," to which Martin said, "What do you mean by that? What would you do if you knew?"
I said, "It would depend," a non-committal comment if ever there was one.
I have to say that such a direct question unsettled me if I said "no," but he suspected differently. What message would that send him? If I said "yes," what would Martin think of me? By now I was in panic mode, and I got the feeling that he knew no matter how I answered, it would be a "yes".
I'm sure that Martin knew he had me on the back foot; he was unnerving me, and I knew he fancied his chance of making a move on Sue. Maybe that's how bold, well-endowed men soften up a cuck; it was working on me. My mind was in a spin. How could a guy that I'd known for over twenty years be so bold to ask me about such intimate details of our relationship? Was he looking for a weakness in me? I was wondering if Sue had the upper hand in our marriage.
I'm sure there's a sixth sense between wife thieves and potential cucks. I've often felt it when we were out with other couples; the way guys would look at Sue, I'd weaken just from the thought of them fucking her. Men seemed to pick up on that. Maybe the word about Sue's affair with Doc had gotten out; maybe everyone knew that Sue was up for it.
I must have passed Martin's test; it got to the point where all we talked about was Sue every time we met up, in the pub or at a Bolton Wanderers match on Saturdays. I’m sure he insisted on picking me up just to get the chance to see her for a few minutes before we went to the game. It was odd how Martin hadn't ever asked so many sexually-oriented questions before, and even odder still that he'd never even flirted with Sue in all the years we had known him. Maybe knowing Sue had already "played away"?
Add to that, knowing I was impotent made him think Sue was "ripe for the plucking," or should that be "ripe for a fucking"? It got to the point where every time we met in the pub, all he wanted to do was talk about her in increasingly intimate terms, "What sort of sex does Sue like?" and so on. You don't ask a buddy that unless you're moving in on his wife. These warm-up talks were becoming addictive for both of us; we were both getting turned on talking about my Sue.
Martin's questioning continued. One night in the pub, Martin asked, "Did you always know about Doc?"
I told him I'd known practically from day one and how I'd just gone along with it. It wasn't a secret between us; Sue wasn't cheating on me. I told him that being cuckolded had become an incredibly erotic addiction for me. Looking back, maybe I was saying all the wrong things.
By 10 pm, we were worse for wear; we'd had a couple of pints when Martin point-blank asked me, "How would you feel if I wanted to fuck Susan? Would it bother you? Would it affect our friendship?"
I told him it wouldn't offend me if he fucked Sue, but it would be Sue's decision, not mine.
Martin said, "Tell her tonight that I want to fuck her."
And that's how it went. When we went to bed that night, I told Sue what Martin had said—that Martin wanted to fuck her. Sue thought it was just pillow talk, but I remember how it sparked her up. From that point on, we were all pushing towards the inevitable. A couple of days later, I was back at the pub. Martin had called to ask if I'd be in there, so off I went. Martin got me a pint, but before it was even placed on the bar, he asked...
"Did you tell Sue?"
I acted dumb and said, "Tell her what?"
"Did you tell her that I want to fuck her?!"
He just couldn't wait for the answer. I told him that I'd mentioned it.
"What did she say?"
I told him she laughed and said she'd think about it; that tormented him, but the truth of it was, as I was telling Sue what Martin had said, her fingers were slowly stroking her white cotton pants, and it wasn't long before her wetness was starting to come through. I wasn't going to tell Martin that; he would have left his pint and headed straight to our place and fucked Sue there and then. It was obvious Martin was aroused; I was excited too, but I'd given no response where it mattered.
I felt like a 5th columnist; it was obvious Martin wanted to fuck my wife. I was encouraging him to make a play for her. I was getting desperate, wanting to see him fuck her. It's a potent addiction when you've watched your wife being fucked—that look on her face as she's getting ravaged.
I'd seen what Martin was packing, and all I could think of was that I wanted it for Sue. Martin was a step up from Doc. He was 8” semi-erect; I could only guess that if he were fully erect, he would be a full and thick 9". In better days, I was 5” or slightly less, but that was when I could get an erection. But it was the impressive girth that Martin had; it was awesome and thicker than Doc. I wasn’t jealous; I just wanted his dick for her. I remember telling Sue how huge Martin was. I don’t think she believed me, but I could see the thought of being fucked by such a monster was turning her on again. By now Martin had the "go-ahead" from us both; talking wasn’t enough; it was time for action, and he knew I wouldn’t stand in his way.
Sue's birthday was coming up, and I remember mentioning we’d be booking a meal in Bolton that night. Martin said, “If you aren’t taking the car, I could drop by later and then take you guys home; that would save you the taxi fare." Weeks later, he told me he wanted to test Sue's vibes; he was eager to check her out, but he wasn't sure if all the talk was just me winding him up.
I remember when he picked us up and how he rushed to open the car door for Sue. As she hopped into the back, I noticed how Martin turned the rearview mirror around so that he could check Sue out. They were eyeing each other up all the way home. Martin got the vibe he was looking for. Martin needed to figure out if Sue was up for a fuck. That's why he was keen on picking us up that night; he was intent on letting Sue know he wanted to fuck her. That look she gave him in the rear-view mirror must have blown his mind. Sue certainly wasn’t shying away from his attention.
From that moment on, Martin started to up his game. Just days later, he told me that, after dropping us off that night, he parked up in the Dog & Pheasant car park (half a mile away) and wanked himself off thinking about fucking Sue.
Martin told me, "You're a lucky guy!"!
How the hell can it be "lucky" to be impotent, unable to do anything for Sue or any woman?
Martin told me, "Sue is sexy, really sexy; more than that, she's fucking red hot.”
It’s an odd feeling when your best friend tells you he thinks your wife is “red hot” and that he’d wanked himself off thinking of fucking her. No doubt he was looking for how I would respond, knowing he needed to fuck her.
By now, Martin had the nerve to tell me things like that; he could see that as he got bolder, I was becoming more and more subdued. He wanted Sue but still wasn't sure how she would respond, and neither was I. That's why I pillow-talked her so often; it got to the point where just the mention of his name made her stroke herself. She couldn't get enough of it. I'd tell her Martin was wanking himself off all the time, thinking of her.
Between knowing that and frigging me, it must have been intense for her. When a woman is frigging herself thinking about a man, she wants him badly.
Back at the pub, Martin could see that what he was telling me wasn't causing me a problem—quite the opposite. He couldn't even talk about Sue without it showing in his pants, making sure I noticed. He would be 80% erect, and I’d be soft, not that much bigger than Sue's clitoral area. Martin was by now bossing me; the trouble was, I was liking it, wondering what Sue would look like sucking his dick.
Talking about Sue was turning him on; he was constantly telling me how size matters—why bother? He knew about my problem, but he still wanted to intimidate me. He knew if he could get his hands on Sue, she'd be impressed with what he had. Martin knew his 8” plus would laugh at what I had; no doubt that excited him; all he needed to do was show it to Sue. A well-proportioned cock is erotic; his bell end has a pronounced ridge; that's what women like to feel on the backstroke.
It was as though we were playing a game, a game where my wife was the prize. The thought of Martin seducing and then fucking Sue was intense. The understanding was that he wouldn’t fuck her behind my back, but fucking her behind her back was on his menu. No matter what concerns I had, they were overwhelmed by the thought of Martin fucking Sue; it was intoxicating. I just had to trust him. I was in too deep, but it wasn't long before Martin was in deeper than I’d ever been.
The "shock and awe" came the following Friday afternoon when I caught Sue running to his house. It turns out that both of them were going behind my back. I'd no idea that Martin had been calling around, paying Sue daytime visits while I was at work, kissing her, frigging her, or that she's been giving him blow jobs or wanking him off for the last couple of weeks. Or that he had already "taken" her; he'd had enough of Sue wanking him off; he'd made his mind up; he was going to have her.
When Sue opened the door, he pushed her onto the stairs. He pulled her tights and pants down to her ankles, stepping between her legs. Sue couldn't move. Martin was having his way with her, kissing her and telling her, "You're mine now; I'll fuck you when I feel like it." Sue didn't struggle much, just enough to excite him.
Weeks later, Martin told me it started with Sue saying, "Don't...Stop... Don't... Stop... as he slid into her "soaking wet" cunt. He said once he got into a rhythm, her tune changed to "Don't Stop, Don't Stop!" A bad girl, hey, bad enough to let him shoot his load into her, even though she wasn't on the pill. Martin didn't even think of pulling out; he would have been over the moon if he'd made her pregnant.
Sue kept that event a secret, as did Martin; he hadn't even hinted that things were already underway between them. Not even that he had been up her skirt regularly frigging her while she was wanking him off, or that Martin frigged her one afternoon as they sat in his car, in broad daylight, on our driveway! But that's as far as it got before Martin decided he was going to have her. Come what may, that Wednesday.
How do you think I felt, finding out days later that Martin had already fucked her on the stairs and how easily his monster slid into her because she was "soaking wet" when he fucked on the stairs? She knew he would be "visiting" that day, so she was wet waiting for him to greet her; little did she know what he had in mind for her.
Sue said nothing about this event—well, not at the time. All she did that night was get me to ejaculate on the lips of her cunt; she knew Martin's little swimmers would be hell-bent on making her pregnant. But in my state, the only way my cum could get into her cunt would be on a spoon. If she'd fallen pregnant, it wouldn't have been; it couldn't have been mine. I thought I was having a special treat, but Sue was just playing it safe, just in case Martin had knocked her up. If he had, I would have had to live with it. Maybe that made Sue think again; she went on the pill a month later.
I wonder how I'd have reacted if I'd known why her cunt was "soaking wet" and dripping on me. I could feel her pushing something out; it was all over my bell end. I thought I’d got her excited, frigging her, only to find the next morning that her cunt was still full of his cum! Mine hadn't even gotten past her lips; she'd wiped mine off anyway. Looking back, that was naughty—very naughty, but nice.
Anyway, back to Friday, days after Sue was play-raped on the stairs.
I saw her running up Leigh Road. I knew where she was going and what she was going for. To be fucked, why else would she be running? I didn't know what to do; I wanted Martin to fuck her. I thought this must be his plan to get her into his bed. Martin hadn't even hinted that he'd had her already. Maybe he thought I'd pull her back at the last moment; he didn't want that to happen.