I have had an interest in the study of human sexuality for many years, and specifically the way it evolves over time. That’s why it's interesting that the events taking place in this story could have been such a surprise to me. My name is Ed, and my wife, Joan, and I are fifty years old and have two children who are out of college and living in different Phoenix suburbs with young families of their own.
Joan and I had a robust sex life from the time we met in college until the past two years. She lost all interest in sex after menopause, and none of the hormone or other treatments seemed to help her regain her libido. I knew from my studies that happened to some degree to many, if not most, married couples, and they react to it in various ways. I knew that some men found a mistress for a little pussy on the side, while others started reading pornography and eventually found that they enjoyed having other men suck their cocks from time to time.
It seemed that the men’s cock sucking behaviors took several forms. Some men really missed the intimacy they used to have with their wives, and they were likely to look for romantic relationships with other men, involving kissing and hugging as well cock sucking or even anal sex. Others just get excited about the act of sucking and being sucked, and they look for men who just want to swap head. Then there is a small subset of men who are more aggressive and dominant, and they still enjoy a little pussy on the side, as well as having other men suck them off. Finally, there are some men like me who just want to suck cocks with no reciprocation.
The last subset of men who just want to suck cock are rather submissive sexually, and they get their enjoyment from providing oral pleasure to more aggressive men. The thing that surprised me was that even though I always considered myself to be a normal, aggressive man’s man, the more porn I read the more I identified with submissive desires. Maybe it was because I have a small dick, and I was looking at thousands of pictures of huge cocks and hanging balls that made me feel submissive to them.
I read hundreds of cuckold and cock sucking stories, and I envisioned myself cleaning another man’s cum from Joan’s pussy and sucking their cocks. And even more surprising, I favored the stories involving Latino and black men, and I liked to envision sucking their long and thick cocks. I especially liked reading and fantasizing about the Latino cocks since so many of them seemed to have thick foreskins and big, low-hanging balls.
I continued reading the stories and looking at the pictures of cocks-of-color and masturbated almost every day. I never had the courage to try to find a cock to suck, and didn’t know how to go about finding one. Then an opportunity presented itself, and I had the courage to suck my first cock, followed by many others.
I was working from home one day and went for a run at lunch time. It was only a short distance from our home to a nice biking and jogging trail, and I just needed to run about a quarter mile to get to the main street that led to the trail. That’s when I saw all the trucks and equipment that a construction company was using to replace sections of the concrete sidewalk and curbs that were cracked.
Since it was noon time most of the crewmen, who looked to be Mexican, were grouped under some big shade trees eating their lunch, but this one guy who seemed to be a flagman was sitting alone on a bench about one hundred yards from the others, monitoring the intersection while eating his lunch and drinking a beer.
The moment I saw him I was reminded of the descriptions of some of the Mexican men in the stories I had been reading and some of the pictures. They were ordinary-looking, short men who had surprisingly big cocks. This flagman looked to be about fifty-five years old, short at five feet and five inches tall, heavily built, and unshaven and scruffy looking. I had no idea if he spoke English, but I knew some Spanish and thought that I'd be able to communicate with him. I have a friend who speaks Spanish and years ago he taught me some of the slang expressions, but I found out that I wouldn’t need it.
I obviously had no experience with asking a man if I could suck his cock, and it was pretty scary to look another man in the eyes and bring it up. So, I decided to just start a conversation with him and see how it would evolve. I slowed my run to a walk in front of the flagman and asked, “Hi, do you speak English?”
The man looked up at me and smiled, shrugged his shoulders and said, “Yes, I do speak some English, but may revert to Spanish for some words.”
I thought what my response should be and said, “My name is Ed. It's very hot ,and I was wondering if I could sit with you in the shade?”
He looked at me suspiciously and said, “Sure, Ed, have a seat. My name is Manny.”
I sat next to Manny on the bench and thought I could get a sexually-oriented conversation started by saying, “Thanks, Manny. I just need to rest for a few minutes. I can see from your ring that you are married.”
Manny glanced at his ring and then at mine and said, “Yes I am married, and I can see that you are too. But why are you interested in that?”
Then I said, “Well, I was just thinking that you must be a lucky man. I’ve read about how hot and sexy the Latina women are, and I guess you must be getting plenty of sex.”
He looked a little perplexed by my comment but said, “You're right that our women can be very sexy, but my wife lost interest in sex several years ago, so I don’t get much pussy these days.”
Then I tried to show compassion saying, “Oh shit I’m sorry about that, Manny, but I know how you feel since my wife has also lost interest in sex. If you don’t mind me asking, what do you do for sexual enjoyment? Do you have some women on the side to take care of you?”
Manny smiled and said, “I don’t mess around with other women. That can get dangerous, especially if they want emotional involvement. So, I find other ways to get relief.”
I was pleased how the conversation was progressing, and I pressed further saying, “Oh, so I bet you just take matters into your own hands. But have you ever had a friend give you some relief?”
It was becoming clearer to Manny where I was headed with my comments and he started rubbing a growing lump in his pants as he replied, “Why don’t you just tell me what you have in mind, Ed. You seem to be hinting at something, so just spit it out.”
My next comments would be the most difficult, because I would be looking him in the eyes and openly admitting that I wanted to at least see, and probably suck his cock.
I gathered my courage and said, “To be honest with you, Manny, after my wife lost interest in sex I started reading porn stories and looking at pictures online. And after a while I really started to like the stories about cuckold husbands eating Latino cum from their white wives’ cunts. That eventually led me to looking at thousands of pictures of thick, brown Latino cocks. A lot of those stories describe mature men like you with big, uncircumcised cocks, and when I saw you sitting here I wondered whether you would at least show me your cock.”
Manny smiled and said, “That’s what I thought you had in mind, Ed. You aren’t the first gringo to approach me like this, but I’ve never let a man suck my cock, at least not yet. But to tell you the truth I’m pretty horny right now and I’d like to fuck your gringo mouth and feed you my thick cum. So, it won’t be enough for me to just show you my cock. You’ll also have to suck it for me all the way and swallow my cum."
"I don’t really understand how some of you older white guys can get so turned on by being submissive to Mexican men and their thick, brown cocks, but if that’s what you want then I’ll give it to you. We can go over to that portable toilet for some privacy and you can suck my cock right now if you want to. From what you’re saying, you’ll just love my thick, uncircumcised cock, and I can still shoot a big load of cum for you to swallow, even at my age.”
I was surprised that Manny agreed so quickly to let me suck him. Although I was very nervous at the thought of doing something like that for the first time, I also didn’t want to let the opportunity pass. So, I responded, “Okay, Manny, let’s go to that toilet and I’ll try to suck you. But please be patient with me on trying this for the first time.”
The portable toilet was only a few yards away, and I noticed that some of the other men were looking our way as we walked over to it and opened the door. I wasn’t sure how we would do it, but I could tell right away that a combination of the toilet seat being too high and Manny being short made it hard for me to suck him with me on the seat and him standing in front of me. It seemed to make more sense for me to sit on the floor in front of the seat while he sat on the toilet seat, even though the floor was filthy.
I stood a little to the side as Manny pulled down his work pants and piss-stained, tight, white underwear down to his boots. I couldn’t see his cock yet since his shirt was hanging down in the way. I sat on the floor and Manny spread his legs and swung one leg over my head and sat on the seat. In that position I was between his legs which were resting on either side of my shoulders and his bunched-up pants were still around his ankles and resting on my back. I was being sandwiched between his legs with a perfect view of his genitals.
It was amazing to me that a short guy like that could have such a big cock. It was still soft, but his thick, brown, foreskin-covered cock was hanging down about seven inches, and he has a huge set of egg-sized balls that were hanging down just as far in his hairy brown scrotum. He also had a strong, musky odor due to working all morning in the hot Phoenix sun, and judging from his stained underwear, probably some remnants of piss around his cock head under the foreskin. I was being held between his hairy, brown legs and the feeling of being captive and submissive to him was turning me on.
Manny looked down at me and smiled as he flexed his legs against my back to pull my body and face towards his cock. Then he said, “Okay, gringo, you wanted to try sucking a big Mexican cock, and mine is ripe for your cunt mouth. Open your mouth and start sucking.”
I leaned forward and could just barely take the rubbery, thick head of his cock into my mouth. He had a tangy taste of probably piss remnants and precum that added to the nastiness of sucking his cock, and it started to harden as soon as he felt the wetness of my warm mouth close around his brown meat and start sucking. I was soon moving back and forth on six inches of his then-hard cock, and I’m guessing that his cock had to be at least nine inches long and about six inches around.
It was surprising to me that I was becoming a cock sucker so easily, and I was just getting into a rhythm sucking him when he pushed my mouth off him and said, “Not so fast, gringo. If you keep that up, I’ll cum in a few seconds. Get down there and suck my sweaty balls for a few minutes while my meat calms down a little.”