I see a pretty doll
with a broken smile. 
Sad 'cause she's been missing
you for too long a while. 

I respect your decision,
and your reasons why. 
Doesn't make this any easier
to accept, though I try. 

How can you just
push me away?
You too, must be hurting,
a little more each day. 

I know why you did it,
although I think you're wrong. 
I'm feeling so angry,
how can you be so strong?

I'm screaming inside. 
I'm hating you right now. 
I want you back here. 
I'll have you again, this I vow. 

I didn't think I was happy
until I lost what I had. 
I lost a treasure
for which I should've been glad. 

Life's empty without you. 
Who will I talk to,
what do I do?
Everything I like, involved you. 

Too much space around me. 
No noise bounces off the walls.  
I miss you the most 
when night time falls.

Everything's too quiet. 
I've too much time on my hands. 
What will I do now?
I don't want to make new plans. 

We'd laugh 'till we cried,
and the tears would fall. 
I still have the tears,
'cause I don't have you at all. 

Your early morning phone calls,
made sleepy eyes turn bright.
I miss stifling our laughing 
in the middle of the night. 

I don't want to start again. 
There exists nobody like you. 
An eternity it would take me
to find another love so true. 

I know you still love me. 
You haven't said you don't. 
Promise me you won't say it,
I'll not listen, I won't. 

You made me love you,
didn't ask me first. 
Your love filled my heart,
now it feels like it's cursed. 

I'm broken without you, 
I'll never feel the same. 
For you I shall burn,
an eternal flame. 

© trinket 2017