I vow to stop

No more support, no more money and most of all, no more time. I get nothing for all my longing. For all I do.

But 3 minutes later, the phone pings the special tone I allocated her, and I am off to do her bidding. Is it weakness, or am I really her friend? Does she ever think of me in the way I want her?

Am I alone in caring for someone who is likely never giving back?

She is my best friend's girl, I wish she were mine.