Morning comes gently to Jerry this Sunday morning. With thoughts of last night fresh in his mind, he walks into the kitchen to make his coffee. He pauses for a moment, thinking about the filthy kitchen he walked into yesterday morning. Today, he feels inspired by how clean it is. Cleaning his apartment yesterday is paying dividends in the way he feels. He hasn't felt this good since he got out of the Army.
Walking into the living room with his coffee, he feels some moisture around his asshole. He grins when he realizes it's Roger's cum from last night. Sitting in his chair, he thinks about how nice it was to let his body go where it wanted to go. There is a calmness inside as he thinks about it.
Sipping his coffee, seeing the half joint in the ashtray from last night makes him think...
"Should I? Hmmmm... getting stoned in the morning used to feel so good... OK, just a hit or two."
One hit of the pot instantly goes to his head. He decides he doesn't need another. Allen only gave him two joints last night. He is nicely stoned already, and he doesn't want to smoke it all in one day. He feels like laying back down for a while and enjoying not having to do anything today.
Lying on the bed with his eyes closed, his mind replays the sex he enjoyed last night. He smiles, recalling every moment, remembering how much easier it was to just let go and let it flow.
He especially remembers how he felt like a girl when Roger penetrated him for the first time. It seemed so natural for him, so easy to enjoy. The marijuana in his brain helps him fantasize about it. He's not sure what to make of the girl feelings. He does know he'd like to get fucked again.
He gets hungry and decides it's time to get out of this fantasy. He needs to get cleaned up and get some breakfast going and figure out what he wants to do today. While making breakfast in his clean kitchen, it occurs to him how poorly he's been eating since he's been living by himself. He wants to pay better attention to his diet and learn about cooking better food.
Considering he knows next to nothing about cooking, he needs to get himself a cookbook. It's only ten o'clock, he doesn't have anything he needs to do, so he decides to go to the bookstore in the mall and look for a cookbook.
At the mall, he feels good to be out doing something different. A few weeks ago, when he was depressed, he would have been walking around with his eyes toward the floor. Today, he is excited, happily walking through the busy mall. He enjoys looking in all the store windows as he walks to the bookstore.
Inside the bookstore, he finds a very relaxing atmosphere. He is glad he decided to come here today. Looking for the cooking section, he passes several different sections that catch his eye. He stops at a rack with books about meditation. Other sections like yoga and massage also capture his interest. He enjoys picking up books in each section and glancing through them. It feels good to have his mind stimulated again like it was in California.
When he gets to the cooking section, he is confronted with a huge selection of books covering so many aspects of cooking. He spends a lot of time glancing through a lot of books. He finds a book that devotes the first half to covering basic cooking knowledge, and recipes in the second half. This seems like the book he is looking for. He doesn't like the $10.95 price, but he bites the bullet walks and out with his new book.
Back home, he lights up the joint and pops open a beer. He settles back on the couch, eager to start reading his new book. He pauses from time to time to reflect on his first month in Des Moines. Things were looking bleak a few weeks ago, and now he is happily relaxing, feeling good about where he is and how he feels. It has been a good weekend.
His good mood continues into the new week. Tuesday night, while he is happily making his dinner, he hears a phone ringing. He's never heard anyone's phone ring before, and wonders where it's coming from. He walks into the living room and it sounds like it is coming from inside his apartment. 'What the fuck?' he thinks. It rings again, and it sounds like it's coming from under the couch. He looks under the couch and sure enough, there is a phone under there ringing. Puzzled, he pulls the phone out and answers it.
"Hello?"
He hears a voice laughing, "Damn, I thought you'd never answer."
"Who is this?"
"Who do you think it is?"
"Roger?"
"Bingo! How do you like your new phone?"
"I don't know. I didn't know I had one until just now."
"Well, you needed one, so I had the phone company put one in today. I hope you don't mind, I hid it under the couch so I could surprise you," he says as he laughs.
"No, I don't mind, but how much is this going to cost?"
"For you? Not a penny."
"What do you mean?"
"It's like this. I'm tired of always having to show up there unannounced, and you need a phone if you're going to meet new friends. So I put one in for you and we'll just include it as part of your rent."
"Wow, thanks, Rog. That's really nice of you."
"Think nothing of it, my friend. After the fun we had Saturday night, you deserve an extra perk or two. And besides, how else are you going get a hold of Allen when you smoke that last joint?"
They both laugh.
"Speaking of Allen, I called him and gave him your number, just so you know. I didn't think you'd mind."
"No, not at all."
"Well listen, I gotta run. I just wanted to call to let you know you have a phone now. I'll call again when I have more time... See ya."
"OK, Rog, thanks again, I really appreciate it. Bye."
Jerry hangs up the phone and can't believe what just happened. Roger just made his day. His heart is filled with joy as he returns to the kitchen to finish cooking dinner. After dinner he puts on a record, takes a few tokes off the second joint Allen gave him, and settles back to read more of his cookbook.
He's had four good days in a row. He hopes it continues; he likes how it feels. He's getting into a better routine. He's really glad he spent the money for his new cookbook. He's learned so much from it and he's anxious to try some of the recipes.
Wednesday night, he is reading his book when the phone rings. He hopes it is Roger when he answers,
"Hello?"
"Hi, Jerry. This is Rog. How are you doing?"
"Very well, thank you. I'd be doing better if you stopped by tonight. I'd sure like to show you how much I appreciate you giving me my phone."
"I'd love to, Jerry, but I'm tied up tonight. I'll probably be tied up for the rest of the week. That's why I called."
"I understand. You have responsibilities, I'm sure."
"Unfortunately, I do. But I wanted to ask you something. Do you remember Saturday night when we were at The Mixx, and Allen mentioned something about the Club?"
"Yeah, I remember."
"Well, there's a meeting this Saturday, I was wondering if you'd like to go to it with me."
"I'm not sure. I was kinda planning on going up to Storm Lake this weekend to visit my folks, but I haven't decided for sure yet."
"Well, I just thought I'd throw it by you to see if you'd be interested. I think you'd have a great time, and you might meet some new friends."
"Yeah, I'm interested. Let me think about it. What time does it start?"
"No set time. Guys start showing up around seven and we go until everyone decides to leave. Sometimes we stay three or four hours and sometimes longer. It depends who's there and what we feel like doing. Kind of a party atmosphere, you never know what's going to happen."
"Sounds interesting. When do you have to know?"
"Can I call you tomorrow night?"
"Sure, I can decide by then."
"OK. I'll call you tomorrow night. Gotta run. Bye."
"Bye."
Jerry hangs up the phone and thinks about his weekend plans. He remembers the last depressing three weekends he spent with his family. He really isn't looking forward to going up there again, just to get depressed. He decides he'll tell Roger he'll go with him when he calls tomorrow.
Roger calls him Thursday and Jerry says he'll go with him. They decide Roger will him pick him up at six, get something to eat, and go to the meeting from there. Jerry is excited knowing he'll be doing something with Roger again this weekend.
He feels a little apprehension about what he might be getting into, but he decides to trust Roger and not worry about it. He had a great time last Saturday and he hopes he'll have a good time this Saturday.
A few minutes later his phone rings again. Jerry hears a different voice this time when he answers, "Hello?"
"Hi, is this Jerry?"
"Yes, it is, who is this?"
"Hi, Jerry. It's Allen. Remember me from last Saturday night?"
"Oh, hi, Allen! Of course I remember you. I've remembered you every time I took a few tokes off those joints you gave me."
"Roger gave me your number Monday night. He told me you were kinda shy and probably wouldn't call, so I thought I'd call you when I didn't hear from you."
"Thanks for calling. I'm not that shy, it's just that I don't know anyone yet."
"Well, you're not going to get to know anyone if you don't call. So how are you doing?"
"I'm doing well. It's been nice having a little weed to smoke. I finished the last joint last night."
"Wow. You made two joints last that long?"
"Well yeah. I had to ration it out because I don't know when I'll get more."
"I told you Saturday, give me a call if you need anything, remember?"
"Yeah, I remember. I just didn't want to bother you."
"Well, don't let that happen again. You can call me anytime. It just so happens, I'm out right now too. I'm meeting my source tomorrow after work. Are wanting to get some more?"
"Yeah, I wouldn't mind scoring a lid."
"I'm meeting my source tomorrow after work at The Mixx, the bar we were at last week. Do you know how to get there?"