In the words of the immortal Clark W. Griswold, “This is crazy! This is crazy! This is crazy!”
What the fuck am I doing?
I had just flown halfway across the world to hook up with a chick that I barely know.
She called herself B, but I prefer to call her the succubus because she was stealing my soul. Oh, yeah, and she is young and beautiful and out of your league. Even worse, I had promised her the big O, and not just one either.
How can I be so cocky? What am I doing here anyway?
I shouldn’t have bragged like that, or at least I should not have come here.
So, what if I have had a fair bit of success in the past? Hell, I even knocked off a few multiples with former girlfriends. But, I have never done it the first time out, ever. I don’t know anything about what gets her off. Usually, I get some hints and clues as I get to know somebody.
What if I can’t pull it off?
Fuck! What if I get too riled up and three-pump it?
She is going to fucking laugh me right out of the door! This is too much pressure to perform. I can’t do this!
It’s then that I noticed how slowly that I was walking. I looked like a ninety-year-old man shuffling down the sidewalk. Thank god that the cabbie dropped me off at the wrong corner. My legs trembled as I approached the door and I felt a bit sick. I pulled a wrinkled up scrap of paper out of my pocket that I had scrawled the house number on. It was soggy from my sweaty hands.
Fuck! I am already there.
I walked up to the door and noticed the doorbell. My hands shook vigorously as I reached for it. I looked like I was having some sort of episode, mostly because I sort of was.
I stopped just short of touching the doorbell. I turned around and headed back down the sidewalk in a panic. I was moving much quicker now. I looked like I was making a mad dash for the toilet. I had to look like a complete idiot.
God, I hoped that she didn’t see me. What would she be thinking? I ducked around the corner and hid alongside a large brick building. I backed myself against the wall. I think I am hyperventilating. Is this what a panic attack feels like?
I have to bail. Think of an excuse, think of an excuse, think of an excuse. Car accident… yeah, that’s it. Stupid cabbie pulled right out in front of a car! Fuck! That won’t work. I would still be here or in the hospital. Plus, if she wanted to see me in the hospital. Something with the plane… yeah. Dummy, you texted her after you landed. Gah! Heart attack! Oh, yeah, see the previous hospital problem.
I can’t think of anything right now and my brain is not functioning properly.
Suck it up, man! Quit being such a fucking pussy!
She probably didn’t see you. Gather your shit together and let’s do this thing. I took a few deep breaths. The anxiety eased. I felt quite a bit better. I gathered myself and started to head back.
I’m sure she is just as nervous as you are. Be confident. Be cool. You can do this, you can do this, you can do this.
I approached the door at a normal pace this time. My hand was still shaking a bit, but I don’t think it was that noticeable. It chimed. About a minute later, I heard somebody fumbling with the lock.
Fuck! This thing is going down. Deep breath.
The door slowly opened partway and she sheepishly poked her head through the opening. Thank god! She looked as nervous as I was.
Small victory.
She saw me and opened the door a bit further. She flashed a playful smile. God, she looked beautiful. She was clearly ready-to-go and waiting for me. She stood there in a thin oversized t-shirt. I could see a matching bra and panties underneath. It appeared to be a set that she had posed in for me previously. I remember complimenting how hot she had looked in it, but it had nothing to do the outfit. It was all her. The semi-long blonde hair. She is so pretty. Those piercing eyes. Those lips. And her tiny little body. Her small, firm breasts. Her flat little stomach. Those long lean legs. Her round little butt. Her shaved smooth pussy. She was everything that I want a woman to be.
Be strong, Rob.
We locked eyes. I stood there in the doorway for I don’t know how long. It could have been ten seconds or ten minutes. Neither one of us said a word. We didn’t need to. This was a bit of a prearranged deal. I was there for one thing. I wanted it. She wanted it. Time to make my move.
I took a slow step forward. She took a step back. I closed the door behind me and flipped the lock. I turned back around and we locked eyes again. I slowly charged her and placed my hands on her hips. I walked her backward toward an adjacent wall.
As I started to lean in, I could hear her erratic breathing. I reached my right hand in and ran my fingers through her hair. I brushed her hair away from her left ear and held it in place. I leaned in slowly and my cheek brushed hers. God, she smelled good. My mouth was next to her ear now.
I gently whispered in her ear, “I want to make sure you are down for this before we get started. If I stay, I am going to fuck you in every room of this house. I am going to fuck you in every position you have ever seen and a few that you haven’t. I am going to fuck you hard. I am going to fuck you deep. This is going to go on all night long. I am not going to stop until one of us can not function anymore. So, if you tell me to stay, this is happening. If you tell me to leave, I will head out the door and wish you well. So, one question… Do you want me to stay, or do you want me to go?”
There was a hesitation. All that I could hear was her breathing. It was still erratic. It felt like an hour had passed, but it was probably ten seconds.
She whispered, “Stay… and fuck me.”
My confidence had returned.
I stepped back and removed my right hand from behind her ear. I slid it between her legs and up her thigh, lifting the shirt a bit as I approached her panties. As my hand touched her panties, I could feel that they were wet, very wet. I wanted so badly to drop to my knees and taste her. Her sticky juices must taste amazing. It took every fiber of my being, but I did not. That was not what I was here for. That was not what she wanted of me. I will give her what she wants, even if it kills me. I heard her shiver a bit as I caressed her through her moist panties. She was so ready. And me? I had been ready since the first time I saw her.
I reached down and loosened my belt and unsnapped my pants. They dropped to the ground. The boxer briefs were the next to go. They snagged for a second on my hard cock, but I don’t think that it looked too clumsy. I looked her in the eyes. We were standing so close our noses grazed each other.
I whispered, “Wrap your arms around my neck tightly.”
She complied.
I grabbed her ass firmly with both hands. Fucking hell! I zoned out for a second or two.
I told her, “When I lift you up, I want you to wrap your legs around me.”
She gave me a half nod. I boosted her up and she wrapped her legs around me. I stepped forward and pinned her body to the wall, still cupping her ass.
“I am going to let go of you now,” I said.
She acknowledged again. I removed my hands and grabbed my cock with my right hand, and I pulled her wet panties to the side with my left hand.
My fingers were wet and slippery from her excitement. God, I wanted to have a taste!
I can’t see a fucking thing down there. I was working blind and she can’t help guide me in. The last thing I needed to do is to fumble around and not be able to get it in the hole.
I thought to myself, 'This may be my first bad move. I am going to kill the moment.'
I guided my cock blindly, I am off by a tick, but I made a tiny adjustment and now I could feel her warmth. Whew!
The head of my cock is just pressed into her slightly. I may just pull this off yet.
I whispered, “Loosen your grip and lower yourself down a bit."
She began to lower herself slowly. The head of my cock started to enter her. I don’t have a prominent head on my cock, but I felt it pop as it penetrated her. I heard a barely audible gasp from her.
Her pussy was so tight. I was in ecstasy and concerned in equal measure. She stopped as I was about halfway inside. Her pussy is clamping down on my cock. I had further concerns.