A lump began to grow in her throat, as she headed through the red doors.  She couldn’t hide it from John. She was nervous as hell. He sat her down and told her the real reason they had flown to London, at the hotel, only hours before.  She had gone through a variety of emotions, everything from anger to anxiousness—everything in between. However, Jen knew John was right, this was her fantasy, and every single minute detai...