As his lips press softly against mine the cares of this world fade away into darkness.He and I are all that exist.Lips pressing harder my need becoming palpable the blood in my veins seems to become liquid fire.My heartbeat pounds through my eager body.Strong hands caress my face memorizing the nuances of me each nerve in my body tingles as his fingers work their magic.He has taken my breath away.Our lips part yet we want...

They are indistinguishable Too closely defined One Fear, one painClawing their wayRipping my soul UnrelentingUnforgivingHis love is a light in itselfA flickering light in my hell He saves me each dayDay after day after dayHealing my soulUnshakable Never wavering Each night the battle beginsThe pain and fear so loudDemanding my attentionTearing my soul apartMy demons to battle Sleep eludes my reachOnly sleep can relieve me...

You relax my love, I am in no hurryI am giving you my undivided attentionLooking in your eyes, I am so hungryI want to relieve your sexual frustration Greedily kissing you with such needRelishing your flavor with every tasteClose your eyes, never forget this feelingMemorize where every kiss is placedMy soft lips lavish you with desireThe salty taste of your skin excites meI am addicted to the flavor of youI begin licking...

Our love so new, yet so familiarMy carnal need for you is so rawOur love demands my full attentionIt is a pure emotion without flaw Your love is a comfort to mePulling it over me, covering meA familiar blanket protecting me Finally from restraint, I am free Your love eases my sufferingMy very own medical miracle Comfort where there was only painMaking the long nights bearable Let me heal you, as you have meSoftly kissing...

Kisses are a way to communicate A unique language all their own Kisses are also a crafted skill One you can practice and honeEach kiss we give away to another Serves its purpose when placed You can never get that kiss back Once given, it can’t be erasedA soft kiss on the forehead Easing an ailment or a disease A lover’s kiss placed on your neck Making you weak in the kneesMaybe it is short and sweet A symbolic kiss goodby...

While the rest of the world sleepsPain creeps in like a villain in the darkIt is a formidable opponent to battle The contrast it creates is quite stark My curvy body, is so readily sexual But it now betrays me while lying hereI can feel the pain's grip on me so strong My whole body shivers as I also feel fear My veins are filled with liquid adrenalineMy body ignited as the blood courses How unfair to be betrayed by your b...

The world is a beautiful placeIt can take your breath awayBut sickness and sadness surround usWaiting to ruin the most beautiful day Battered from life's curve ballsI felt my sadness was permanentJust a new part of my personalityMy three wishes, long ago spent The moment I felt his loving embraceI felt something I knew I had been missingThe fears residing in my head quietedAnd I could feel the pain finally easing In his a...

When you gaze into my eyes Do you see the weight and the depths Of all that I don't say out loud? Holding the words in with bated breaths.The words I am not strong enough to say The questions I am too afraid to speak. I can feel my heart bursting with love But my fear of life without you makes me weak.The thoughts that I think silently The awe that I feel at the depth of my love. The way that I look at you and wonder If y...

In the quiet of the night The voices come out so deafening For when I am my weakest My self image they start threateningI used to be afraid of them I feared being swallowed whole Knowing I needed to be strong But feeling I had lost all controlThe voices can be so relentless Echoing every pain of the past Every insult and each bad mistake The voices ensure my sorrows lastBeing told I was never good enough Struggling to fin...

You deserve to be in love with someone who in you sees the stars shining brightEverytime they look into your eyes They can see the glow of your inner light You deserve to love someone whoThinks that you are perfectly flawlessAlthough you have handy a list of flawsThey couldn't care about your list less You deserve to love someone who Sees you included in their future life plansGrowing old together your love steadfast Not...

When new life is created The heart is the first validation The soft sound of it beating A miracle of man’s procreationThen as young children in "love" Hearts in red crayon we very proudly drew Given to our valentines and crushes Heart was a metaphor for feelings that were newWe associate the heart with love Yet it keeps our bodies living Even beating when partially broken Our red crayon heart still life givingMy heart has...

Past experience has made me strong I know I can handle life on my own But the lure of love is calling to me With him all of my weakness is knownThe human spirit is remarkably resilient It can be battered and bent but not break When I was at my very lowest point The fear of death I couldn't seem to shakeI found him so unexpected, like an accidental gift His spirit was familiar, it felt the same fear and grief He told me to...

Lovers should never pay For the mistakes of our pastsDamage done by othersMeeting you was by chanceFinding a love so beautifulWas purely a miracle Love is a gift given with careSometimes opening a new worldThe possibilities seem endless Past abuse and unspoken fearsFaded slowly thanks to your love Each kiss soothed my soul The past can not be changedDo overs are not promisedLife decisions cannot be erased I will treasure...

A lifetime of unanswered questions Seeking answers while desperate Always the omnipresent seeds of doubt Rendering my thoughts incoherentWhy do we seek others’ approval so? Searching the expression on their faces The seeds of doubt lingering During even the warmest embracesHis gentle kisses like gifts of love Swarms of butterflies tickle me inside My heart is overcome with emotion Yet the seeds of doubt quietly hideSo man...

There are dark and hidden parts of me Parts I don't let even you see I have cracks and broken edges Memories I would love to set freeOftentimes the ones we trust Leave the most damage behind I try my best to box up the pain Tuck it deep in the back of my mindWhen you look in my eyes I wonder Do you see the fear I’m trying to hide Maybe If I can conceal it well enough You will see the beauty that is still insidePain does n...