About
More and more I badly want to have the full experience with a man. I used to only fantasize about being with a beautiful woman with a penis, then it progressed to crossdressers or even men but focused purely on the sexual component, basically waist down only.
I had a shocking discovery one day when I was out for lunch. I saw a man and shockingly I got the overwhelming urge to be with him in a totally new way. I wanted to kiss him, make-out with him and eventually get him in bed. The only words that I can come up with to describe him right now is that he was beautiful. I still fantasize about him often. My tastes/urges have changed but I have also come to realize that I actually have a type when it comes to my attraction to men.
Here's to embracing change!
And embrace it I have. Over time, I've spent more and more time thinking about my deepest desires. I comfortably accepted that I’m bisexual quite some time ago now. Fairly recently, I realized that if anyone told me I'd never have pussy again for the rest of my life, I would not even be a little bit disappointed. Women are beautiful to me, and always will be, but I'm more and more comfortable with accepting and saying that, sexually at lest, I am GAY. I'll see a woman and think, "she's beautiful”, but nothing more. I'll see a man and say "god, I want to get him naked, I want his cock in so many ways!” The only time I want to put my mouth on a woman now is if it's to lick and suck cum off of her.
I enjoy playing with a cage on and a plug in, or something else whenever the opportunity presents itself. I love wearing panties and lingerie, along with skirts and bras when I'm home alone, and even sleep in lingerie when I can. I am nowhere close to being able to pull off actually looking like a woman. I just have to settle for crossdressing without being truly feminine, even though I dream about it often.
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