I published a piece entitled “Sexual Awakening” which was the second “chapter” in the series “My Sexual Odyssey.” Within these pages I am recounting my multi-decade journey to live out, deal with, and confront my sexual fantasies, desires, and curiosities. This story is the first chapter. I grew up with about as vanilla a public persona imaginable, but inside smoldered a very curious sexual creature. I tended to read adul...

My sexual explosion surprised me. I was 31 years old. I had slept with (more precisely, made love to, had intercourse with, fucked) one woman – my wife of seven years (and girlfriend of seven before) and done little more than heavy petting with a couple of others. I was painfully shy and afraid of rejection (a fear which I now realize I carried into my marriage when it came to asking for anything out of the norm sexually)...

I saw an uptick in my business travel during the mid-nineties, which meant more time (forced) away from home. It peaked as the decade drew to a close at about 135-plus days annually. I spent as much time at home as possible but had little choice about my travel schedule (taking overnight “redeye” flights from the West Coast to minimize time away from home, for example). My affair had ended in the early 1990s, but my sexua...

I have loved Las Vegas since my first business trip there in the early eighties. I love it because of its “open-all-night” vibe, one even stronger than New York City’s (another metropolis on my love list). In addition, it was the first place where the concept of an escort crossed my mind. As I reminisced about the incident in an earlier installment, I was walking through the packed Flamingo Hilton casino (now just the Fla...

My affair over, my sex life returned to normal: a few times per month a quick fuck (split-level house put the bedrooms close together, my son would be up late, and my wife was “intimidated” by the kids’ presence). Jerking off became a much more common occurrence. I would jerk off at the office (I was always the first on the scene and a few minutes of DVD porn, later Internet porn, with my pants around my ankles, cock in m...

I have a limited amount of experience with BDSM, but it has become a major part of my sex life due to my wife’s interest. As previously described, porn has been an integral part of my marital sex life. Early in our marriage. my Catholic-school-educated wife found Penthouse Forum and Penthouse Letters a big aid to cumming in conjunction with her vibrator. I do not remember how or why I brought these magazines into our bed,...