This is going to be an intense two weeks for us.Ā Pam goes to see Doctor Foster today.Ā I can tell by the look on her face she is worried.Ā I donāt know if itās what the doctor will say or her being so disappointed.Ā But she has missed a couple of months.Ā For me, Iām scared to death sheāll be disappointed.
I got out of bed because I had to, when I got back Pam had gone to the kitchen to start the coffee.Ā I was sitting on the edge of the bed when she came into the bedroom.Ā She stopped for a second to kiss me then continued her mission.Ā
Since we were naked, I tried to see if Pamās tummy was a bit larger.Ā She didnāt stop long enough, but I got a kiss out of it.Ā When she came out, she sat next to me, kissed me again, and patted my cock and balls.
āGood morning boys, how are you?āĀ Then Pam hugged me tightly.
āIāll get the coffee,ā I said.Ā āYou can get comfy in bed.Ā You are being served this morning,āĀ I headed for the kitchen.
Pam whistled and said, āNice ass,ā then giggled.
I brought in our mugs of courage, Pam was propped up on a pillow looking beautiful.Ā I got in bed next to her, and we entwined our arms and had our first-morning sip of coffee.
āHere, Baby.Ā How are you doing?Ā I know you are nervous, so am I,āĀ I was trying to be comforting.
āI am, and I know you are as well, Mark.Ā I have missed two months and I feel like I will miss this month as well.Ā I donāt have any of my usual sighs.Ā I know the Doctor said if this doesnāt work we can inseminate again, but Iām being selfish.Ā I want this to work on the first try,āĀ she sipped her coffee but hid behind the mug.Ā Pam was nervous.
After our coffee, Pam went to make breakfast, I stepped in.
āBaby, sit and enjoy your coffee.Ā Iāll make our breakfast this morning, okay?āĀ I was rubbing her back, her head was on my chest.Ā Her safe place.
I whipped up some diced ham and eggs with toast.Ā I didnāt try the hash browns.Ā The last time I tried, the one side was still raw and the other was burned.Ā I gave up on hash browns that day.
Pam fiddled with her breakfast.Ā I expected as much.Ā She went in to get ready for her appointment, I took care of the KP duties.Ā After that, I went in and shaved and got ready.Ā We still had a half an hour before we had to leave, but Pam wanted to go.
āGood morning.Ā How are you two doing this morning?āĀ Yvonne always has a bright smile and a lilt in her voice.Ā āItās a good thing youāre early.Ā We had a cancellation so Doctor Foster can see you in a few minutes.
Ten minutes later, Yvonne came back to the waiting room and escorted us into an examination room.Ā All of the necessary equipment was there.Ā She had Pam take her tee shirt off and put on a hospital gown.Ā She got Pam onto the table and set things up for her exam.
Doctor Foster came in smiling as usual.Ā āWell, Pam.Ā How are you feeling?āĀ The Doctor sat on her stool and listened to what Pam had to tell her and made notes.Ā The Doctor smiled and nodded her head when Pam told her she had missed two months.
Then the Doctor took her vital signs and made note of them.Ā Then she lifted Pamās gown.Ā āI did warm my hands up,ā Doctor said in a comforting voice.
After pushing here and feeling there, the Doctor got out her stethoscope.Ā She moved it around Pamās tummy listening intently.Ā Then she stopped in a certain spot.Ā She took the stethoscope from her ears and handed it to Pam.
āListen,āĀ Doctor Foster said with a wide grin.
Pam listened and listened, then started to cry.Ā āListen, Mark, listen.Ā Our baby has a heartbeat.Ā She has a heartbeat,ā Tears were streaming down Pamās face.
She gave me the earpieces and listened.Ā The gentle, āthump, athump, athump, athumpā of our babyās heart.Ā I started to cry.Ā Doctor Foster sat back and just let us enjoy the moment.Ā
āWell, now the waiting begins.Ā I have some suggestions for you as far as nutrition and the like.Ā Other than that, you can let Nature take care of the rest.Ā I know Mark will be a great help to you. And Pam for now, you and Mark can continue to enjoy being a couple. Ā I will see you two, I mean three in three months.Ā Congratulations!!āĀ The doctor shook our hands and left the room.
Pam put her tee shirt on and unloaded the box of tissues close to her.Ā She got off the table and we embraced and kissed.Ā Pam put her head on my chest and signed, āOh Mark, I love you so much,āĀ she sobbed.
When we left the office, I took Pam to the Kopper Kettle for a little celebration.Ā Pam was still recovering from her good news.Ā Little tears kept sneaking down her red cheeks.Ā Emily was at the front door when we arrived, she looked at Pam with a puzzled look.
āPam, are you okay?āĀ Emily asked tenderly.
āIām going to have Markās baby,āĀ Pam broke down again.
Emily called George to our table and told him the good news.Ā He shook my hand and gently hugged Pam.Ā āOkay, then.Ā Lunch is on me.Ā Anything they want Emily, oh wait.Ā Can Pam have champagne?āĀ George was serious.
āYes,ā Pam responded, ābut only if we pay for it.ā
āOkay, we can do that, canāt we Emily?āĀ George winked at Emily.
āWell, you heard the boss,ā Emily smiled.Ā āIāll bring the bubbly while you check out the menu,āĀ Emily turned and went to the bar.
āWell, Little Mommy, what would you like for your lunch?Ā Weāll get even with George later,ā I teased.
āWhy do I want spaghetti?Ā I love Georgeās veal parmigiana, but I want spaghetti,ā Pamās expression and voice were puzzled.
āDid you ask our baby what he or she wants for lunch?āĀ I chuckled.
āWell I should have asked HER,āĀ Pam said emphatically.
āIām not going to ask, but I know we will have a daughter.Ā You said so.Ā Have you considered a name for her?āĀ This would be an interesting answer.
āRenee Josephine.Ā What do you think, be honest with me Mark.Ā It is OUR baby,āĀ Pamās expression was anxious.
āI think that is a beautiful name.Ā But I donāt know where the name Josephine comes in, Iām sorry,āĀ I felt bad I didnāt know.
Pamās face fell.Ā Some memory makes her very sad.Ā āWell,Ā when Mom and Dad divorced, I was nineteen.Ā Dad took off and Mom hit the bottle, and I mean hit the bottle.Ā Dad would show up and they would yell and scream.Ā I couldnāt take it, so I moved out.
My little jobs at the Library and the Dairy Delight gave me enough money for a one-room rental.Ā Then when Dad died, I got a small insurance payout.Ā I met Charlie at the Dairy Delight and we were married within weeks.Ā I hid the money from Charlie, my Aunt Josephine opened up an account for me. The marriage didnāt last seven months.
My Aunt helped me with the bills and food after Charlie was arrested.Ā She was more of a Mom to me than the one who birthed me.Ā Thatās where the name Josephine comes in.Ā I cried for a week when she died.Ā She left me a small bank account in her will,āĀ Pam was tearing up.
āI love you, Pamela,āĀ was all I could think of to say.Ā She forced a smile and blew me a kiss.
We were holding hands when Emily returned with the bubbly.Ā She filled our glasses and took our order.Ā When Pam ordered spaghetti, Emily gave her an odd look.

āItās what Renee Josephine wants for lunch,ā I offered.Ā Emily wrote it down along with my rib-eye steak mashed potatoes and brown gravy.
When Emily left, I reached across the table for Pamās hand.Ā She grabbed my hand and squeezed it.
Ā āYou saved my life, Mark.Ā I can only repay you with all the love I hand in me.Ā And that includes our baby,ā Ā Ā Pam was still sobbing a little.
āAnd donāt ever think I donāt appreciate everything you do and the wonderful woman you are,āĀ I squeezed her hand for reassurance.
Our lunch was almost finished when Pamās phone buzzed.Ā When she looked at it, her face went white.Ā Ā Pam opened her phone and accepted the call.Ā It was Doctor Fosterās office.Ā I could hear Yvonneās chipper voice from the speaker.
āPam, we were so excited for you and Mark.Ā I forgot to give you the EKG of your babyās heartbeat.Ā Would you want to come back by today and pick it up or should I email it to you?āĀ Pamās face lit up.
āOh yes, yes!Ā We will be by shortly.Ā We are just finishing lunch.Ā We should be there within the hour,āĀ Pam was giddy.
āWeāll be here,āĀ Yvonne said and the call ended.
āHoney, just take your time while you finish lunch.Ā The office is open until five and itās only one-forty-five,āĀ I patted her hand.Ā āAre you going to tell them tomorrow at our monthly party?" Pam gave me a funny look.
āI donāt know.Ā Our wedding is next Friday and I, well I mean, we arenāt married yet.Ā Mark?āĀ She sounded helpless.
āBaby, do you honestly think our friends will think badly of us?Ā Look how long we had to wait until we were reunited with them.Ā They were so happy to see us together, why would they look down on us?āĀ Sometimes reassuring Pam is an experiment in patience.
At the Doctorās office, Pam jumped out of the car.Ā I was hot on her heels.Ā She pulled the office door open and Yvonne was standing there with the printout.
āI saw you pull into the lot.Ā You seemed to be in a hurry, come on back,āĀ Yvonne motioned to follow her.
She pulled up the heartbeat on the screen and increased the volume.Ā Pam wrapped her arms around me and watched while she pressed her head against my chest.Ā She looked up at me and we kissed.Ā Yvonne started the printer and the first proof of Renee Josephine was clicking from the printer.
āI wish we could hear her heartbeat when we look at the graph.Ā But, Iām ecstatic that I am going to give you a baby,āĀ Pam leaned against me.
I had just pulled into the garage and Pamās phone buzzed again.Ā It was a number from the doctorās office.Ā Pam answered it and put it on speaker.Ā The EKG flowed across her screen, Pam increased the volume and we heard Reneeās heartbeat.Ā Pam burst into tears.Ā We sat there listening to it for quite some time.
āMark, I have to go in, but I donāt want to stop listening,ā Pam sobbed.
āHoney, take your phone with you,āĀ I suggested.
I helped Pam out of the car and she flew into the house.Ā I followed a bit behind but when I got into the kitchen, I heard this sigh of relief from the bathroom.Ā I supposed then I would be hearing a lot of that in the coming months.
I walked into the bedroom, Pam was sitting on the bed.Ā āWhew, that was close,ā she grinned.
āMark, would you be interested in a shower with a mother-to-be?āĀ she cooed.Ā āDoctor Foster said we can still be a couple, and I love how we couple,ā Pam grinned.
I pulled Pam into my arms and kissed her softly.Ā She moaned and put one hand on my back and the other on my head.Ā She pressed her lips against mine firmly and whimpered quietly.Ā I put my hand under her tee shirt and unhooked her bra.Ā I rubbed her back with my hands as I pulled her tighter against me.
āYour hands are so powerful, I feel so protected in your arms, Baby,āĀ Pam licked her lips and pressed them against mine again.
I gently pulled Pamās tee shirt from her, the bra hit the floor following her shirt.Ā Her eyes were dreamy and she pulled my shirt from me.Ā We embraced tightly, her hard nipples piercing my chest.
I pushed her shorts to the floor. She stepped out of them, then she did the same to me.Ā We were locked in an embrace, our naked bodies yearning for the others.Ā I cupped Pamās ass cheeks in my hands, she purred and felt for my growing cock.
Pam wrapped her fingers around my cock; she purred and grinned.Ā She got on her tiptoes and slid my wanting member between her soft legs.Ā Her wet pussy made it easy to slide between her legs; she kissed my chest.
āAre you ready for a shower?ā I asked Pam.Ā She smiled and cooed.
Pam reached into the shower to adjust the water temperature.Ā I stood behind her my hands on her hips and my stiff rod sliding between her legs.Ā It was all I could do to keep from shoving my cock into her sweet pussy.
āBehave yourself,ā Pam admonished me in a seductive tone.Ā You have me close to cumming now,ā Pam said breathlessly.
āThen get into the shower and let me make love to you.Ā You can cum in the shower, then in the bed.Ā I love how you taste and he loves how you wrap her around him,āĀ I picked her up and kissed her.
āYou have me so crazy, Mark.Ā I almost, Oh God, put it in me and make me cum,āĀ Pam begged.
I put my arms under her legs and lifted her onto my cock.Ā I held Pamās ass cheeks cupped in my hands.Ā She pushed up and guided my cock into her pussy.Ā She was riding up and down for a short time when Pam groaned, Oh My God, now Iām cumming now, Ā Pam buried her head into my shoulder.
Ā āPut me down, and put him in me.Ā I want him to cum in me,ā Pam whispered.
I set her down, the warm water flowed over us and Pam balanced herself on the shower wall.Ā I guided my throbbing member into her warm wet pussy.Ā Pam arched her back so I could penetrate her as far as possible.Ā As my cock filled her pussy, Pam moaned with ecstasy.
āOh yes, Baby you feel so good in me,ā she panted.
The entire erotic scene from the bedroom to the shower, had me ready to cum.Ā With a few strokes, my cum was plastering Pamās pussy walls.Ā She cooed as she felt the hot thick cum pour into her.Ā I was pumping her with long hard strokes, Pam pushed her butt back to shove my cock deeper into her.
I emptied my balls into Pam.Ā My heart was pounding and I was panting.Ā I held her against my body by her hips.Ā Pam whimpered and moved her ass so my cock could feel all of the inside of her.Ā
My cock fell out of Pamās pussy.Ā She turned around to me and we kissed.Ā I turned the water off and we kissed again.Ā Her body was so warm and wet, but not from the shower.Ā I squeezed her against me and kissed her deeply.
āPam, you are an amazing lover.Ā I am so lucky,āĀ I whispered to her.
āI am holding the man of my dreams.Ā My Lover, My Protector, My Man.Ā I have never been so happy in my life.Ā I love you so much, Mark,āĀ Pamās voice was soft and low.
I grabbed a towel and wrapped it around Pam, then grabbed one for myself.Ā I dried her with gentle pats and soft rubs.Ā Pamās eyes were closed and she was smiling, she was melting into my arms.Ā I dried her hair just enough, then picked her up.
I put her in bed and covered her.Ā I got in next to her and Pam turned on her side and pushed her little butt against me.Ā I covered us and reached over her and caressed her tit.Ā Pam snuggled into the covers and cooed.Ā Then I moved my hand to her tummy.
Pam said, āNight-night, Daddy.ā
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Departed Soul
