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I hope everyone is having a better day today.1v1fKyXb6yYMTOJI

I was wondering if anyone else has had the problem of dealing with finding the right medication(s) for their problems. I am starting a new medication again, sigh... . It must be about the 20th or so med I have tried and so many combinations over the years. I have some medical issues because years of lithium use doctors believe led to my kidneys and liver not functioning at 100%. Most of the newer medications I can not take for those reasons. I am just tired of playing medication roulette. Which is why I often just forego any and deal with things myself until I can't anymore. They all have so many side effects and you have to wait for weeks to see if they are having any effect. I'm not sure it's worth even trying anymore. I really have no idea why I am putting this here, maybe I am just tired and still recovering from minor surgery. It's just nice to know you are not alone sometimes.


You are never alone
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Quote by Gillianleeeza
I hope everyone is having a better day today.xF2zdBYEpA1dJttP

I was wondering if anyone else has had the problem of dealing with finding the right medication(s) for their problems. I am starting a new medication again, sigh... . It must be about the 20th or so med I have tried and so many combinations over the years. I have some medical issues because years of lithium use doctors believe led to my kidneys and liver not functioning at 100%. Most of the newer medications I can not take for those reasons. I am just tired of playing medication roulette. Which is why I often just forego any and deal with things myself until I can't anymore. They all have so many side effects and you have to wait for weeks to see if they are having any effect. I'm not sure it's worth even trying anymore. I really have no idea why I am putting this here, maybe I am just tired and still recovering from minor surgery. It's just nice to know you are not alone sometimes.


GillianLeeeza,

Like you, I have damaged kidneys from chemotherapy. I try to work things out on my own. You are not alone. I just got off several meds and really don't want to go back. I wish you the best!

R
Regnadkcin
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Honeydipped,

What a powerful story. I am glad that you are stitching yourself back together. It is a long journey...

We are here for you.

R
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sometimes it's a tightwire act and you're just hoping a gust of wind doesn't come along once you've mastered not falling off the rope.


I distracted myself with cleaning and laundry. So far, so good.
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I return to work today after being on medical leave for eight months now and really need the salary. I have had anxiety dreams about work for the last three nights, but still in look foreward to seeing my colleagues.

Please wish me luck.

My body is still immune supressed, so I will take precautions to avoid catching everything in the petrie dish we call the world. I bought new pants (trousers) as my old ones are still too big. My hair has grown out for a year and a half now, I wonder how people will react to that and my changed appearance.
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Quote by Gillianleeza

Gillianleeeza wrote:
I hope everyone is having a better day today.Big Hugs

I was wondering if anyone else has had the problem of dealing with finding the right medication(s) for their problems. I am starting a new medication again, sigh... . It must be about the 20th or so med I have tried and so many combinations over the years. I have some medical issues because years of lithium use doctors believe led to my kidneys and liver not functioning at 100%. Most of the newer medications I can not take for those reasons. I am just tired of playing medication roulette. Which is why I often just forego any and deal with things myself until I can't anymore. They all have so many side effects and you have to wait for weeks to see if they are having any effect. I'm not sure it's worth even trying anymore. I really have no idea why I am putting this here, maybe I am just tired and still recovering from minor surgery. It's just nice to know you are not alone sometimes.

GillianLeeeza,
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Quote by Regnadkcin


Like you, I have damaged kidneys from chemotherapy. I try to work things out on my own. You are not alone. I just got off several meds and really don't want to go back. I wish you the best!

R
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I have the same issues after chemo. I am doing better now. I am taking milk thistle and it has helped so much. I hope it helps you two.
HeraTeleia
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Gil, the problem with medications meant to address mental illness is primarily that their actual functioning is still up for some debate. What works spectacularly in Patient A may show no effect in Patient B, despite both patients having identical presentations. So you end up playing medication roulette.

In my case, it took over a decade before the right medication combination was found, and I have boring, garden-variety general depression and anxiety. I can't imagine how it would be if I had a more serious variety of mental illness and was unable to advocate for myself.
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Quote by HeraTeleia
Gil, the problem with medications meant to address mental illness is primarily that their actual functioning is still up for some debate. What works spectacularly in Patient A may show no effect in Patient B, despite both patients having identical presentations. So you end up playing medication roulette.

In my case, it took over a decade before the right medication combination was found, and I have boring, garden-variety general depression and anxiety. I can't imagine how it would be if I had a more serious variety of mental illness and was unable to advocate for myself.


Thank you Jen, I know how difficult it is to find the "right" medication. When you finally do, it turns out to only work for a time and then you are back to square one. It is frustrating at best. I have also had some physical issues recently that had to be addressed and so some medications have to be discontinued at least for a bit.

I just muddle through the best I can. My family needs me so I keep, keeping on. It's really the only thing I can do, but I do get so very tired of it all some days. Those are the times I want to curl up in my bed and make the world go away.

I'm trying to stay positive and spring is here so that is always a plus.

I hope everyone is doing well today or doing the best they can.
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i'm unsure if it's appropriate to post this here but i heard it on the radio last night and it was so incredible. i've never been a huge Robbie fan but this song is lovely and uplifting. i haven't seen the video btw, so if it's terrible, don't blame me! hugs to you all!
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thanks BC. it's all apropriate - smile are always good. speaking of which, you should check this out - it's spoken word smile

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TonyaL
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It's almost 330 and I'm lying here awake. I can't turn my head off tonight. So many things have happened recently that I don't know whether I'm coming or going. I've lost an old friend today. He was going only 37 he was like a brother when we were kids. He and my brother raised much hell together. So very sad for his family. We also buried my husband's beloved uncle on Friday. It was a bittersweet day. So very sad that we lost this man but it's shameful to say the only time you get to see family members is at these kinds of things. I really don't know why i am saying all of this except I have much saying on me and I don't know where to turn. My dear friends have been helping me through so much but I feel like it's a lot for them too. I try to be so positive for those around me. A young girl that comes to my home is struggling. She told me she hates her scars and flaws. I tried to explain to her we are human everyone has flaws and scars some you can see and many you cannot. I asked her to tell me one person who doesn't. She told me mom you don't have any flaws. Wow. That's some big shoes to fill when I have many many flaws and scars that run deep. I tell you this because I was unable to reach inside her tonight and she took that razor across her skin. It killed me to read that text. She is such a beautiful young lady and I don't know how to help her. I can barely help myself some days. My heart is shattered in so many pieces. For her, my husband's family, my friends family, myself for not being enough for people to care to see what they do and how much their words and actions hurt. I truly feel broken tonight. I'm sorry for rambling I just needed to let some of this out. Thank you to anyone who hears me.

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Quote by TonyaL
I'm sorry for rambling I just needed to let some of this out. Thank you to anyone who hears me.


You're not rambling and I heard you. I hope writing it all down helped? it often does for me. I'm around for a bit if you need to talk, I sent you a message.

You know, my mother in law and I have never really gotten on well, until my husband died. We were united in our grief and the guilt we felt because we couldn't help him. I especially have suffered from tremendous guilt and if only's. I was talking to her shortly after he died and a little confused at how supportive she was being and how close we had become. I said to her" Why are you being so nice? You should hate me, he died because I couldn't help him" (I said more than that, but you get the picture?) She hugged me, and she said "Darling, I of all people know what he was like, I know you did everything you could, so did I" (much crying) and I asked her again, why though and she said "because you can lead a horse to water, but you cannot make it drink" That got through to me, I understood then.

What's happening with this little girl is awful, it's especially hard when it's a child. I think the same applies though and you must not blame yourself.

Sorry, I am nowhere near as good at this as Rachel is. If you need a chat I am around for a bit. I hope you have managed to get some sleep.
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It's almost 330 and I'm lying here awake. I can't turn my head off tonight. So many things have happened recently that I don't know whether I'm coming or going. I've lost an old friend today. He was going only 37 he was like a brother when we were kids. He and my brother raised much hell together. So very sad for his family. We also buried my husband's beloved uncle on Friday. It was a bittersweet day. So very sad that we lost this man but it's shameful to say the only time you get to see family members is at these kinds of things. I really don't know why i am saying all of this except I have much saying on me and I don't know where to turn. My dear friends have been helping me through so much but I feel like it's a lot for them too. I try to be so positive for those around me. A young girl that comes to my home is struggling. She told me she hates her scars and flaws. I tried to explain to her we are human everyone has flaws and scars some you can see and many you cannot. I asked her to tell me one person who doesn't. She told me mom you don't have any flaws. Wow. That's some big shoes to fill when I have many many flaws and scars that run deep. I tell you this because I was unable to reach inside her tonight and she took that razor across her skin. It killed me to read that text. She is such a beautiful young lady and I don't know how to help her. I can barely help myself some days. My heart is shattered in so many pieces. For her, my husband's family, my friends family, myself for not being enough for people to care to see what they do and how much their words and actions hurt. I truly feel broken tonight. I'm sorry for rambling I just needed to let some of this out. Thank you to anyone who hears me.
I hear you, you'll never be too much, not for me, not for any true friend.
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Tonya,

I hope today is better for you. We are here for you.

R
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I truly feel broken tonight. I'm sorry for rambling I just needed to let some of this out. Thank you to anyone who hears me.


A lot of people heard you here, dear.

Many of us know those long dark nights where the thoughts don't stop, that never seem like they are going to end. You aren't alone. You are trying to be so much to so many people. You are helping those you love navigate a painful world. Bless you.

I hope morning finds you better. And I hope you got some sleep.
TonyaL
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You're not rambling and I heard you. I hope writing it all down helped? it often does for me. I'm around for a bit if you need to talk, I sent you a message.


Sorry, I am nowhere near as good at this as Rachel is. If you need a chat I am around for a bit. I hope you have managed to get some sleep.


Thank you for hearing me and sending me a message. Writing it down helped. You were great. I appreciate you taking the time to check on me and having this place to go to let it out even when it's 3 am ramblings.

My Anti-Valentine Entry 💔

https://www.lushstories.com/stories/cheating/a-valentines-date-to-remember

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I hear you, you'll never be too much, not for me, not for any true friend.


Thank you for hearing me always. You are a true friend. ((Bighugs))

My Anti-Valentine Entry 💔

https://www.lushstories.com/stories/cheating/a-valentines-date-to-remember

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TonyaL
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Tonya,

I hope today is better for you. We are here for you.

R


Thank you today is a bit better. I am rambling away with nothing to say to the people around me but I think lack of sleep is causing that. I'm grateful for this thread and people who care even when you don't know them.

My Anti-Valentine Entry 💔

https://www.lushstories.com/stories/cheating/a-valentines-date-to-remember

My first EP and a top ten from the Pride Competition
https://www.lushstories.com/stories/lesbian/-love-is-love-.aspx

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TonyaL
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A lot of people heard you here, dear.

Many of us know those long dark nights where the thoughts don't stop, that never seem like they are going to end. You aren't alone. You are trying to be so much to so many people. You are helping those you love navigate a painful world. Bless you.

I hope morning finds you better. And I hope you got some sleep.


Thank you very much. I'm sorry we never get a chance to talk. I do take on a lot for those around me and it takes its toll. I am doing a bit better this morning I'm a bit hyper today and not sure what that means other than lack of sleep. I hope you are well and have enjoyed your time with your beautiful lady.

My Anti-Valentine Entry 💔

https://www.lushstories.com/stories/cheating/a-valentines-date-to-remember

My first EP and a top ten from the Pride Competition
https://www.lushstories.com/stories/lesbian/-love-is-love-.aspx

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sprite
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Quote by TonyaL
It's almost 330 and I'm lying here awake. I can't turn my head off tonight. So many things have happened recently that I don't know whether I'm coming or going. I've lost an old friend today. He was going only 37 he was like a brother when we were kids. He and my brother raised much hell together. So very sad for his family. We also buried my husband's beloved uncle on Friday. It was a bittersweet day. So very sad that we lost this man but it's shameful to say the only time you get to see family members is at these kinds of things. I really don't know why i am saying all of this except I have much saying on me and I don't know where to turn. My dear friends have been helping me through so much but I feel like it's a lot for them too. I try to be so positive for those around me. A young girl that comes to my home is struggling. She told me she hates her scars and flaws. I tried to explain to her we are human everyone has flaws and scars some you can see and many you cannot. I asked her to tell me one person who doesn't. She told me mom you don't have any flaws. Wow. That's some big shoes to fill when I have many many flaws and scars that run deep. I tell you this because I was unable to reach inside her tonight and she took that razor across her skin. It killed me to read that text. She is such a beautiful young lady and I don't know how to help her. I can barely help myself some days. My heart is shattered in so many pieces. For her, my husband's family, my friends family, myself for not being enough for people to care to see what they do and how much their words and actions hurt. I truly feel broken tonight. I'm sorry for rambling I just needed to let some of this out. Thank you to anyone who hears me.


Kiera lies. the times she's kept me from going to a dark place are in the dozens. friends help you out because what they get from you is worth the energy it takes to keep you on this earth. i hope you are in a better place than when you wrote this. sometimes we just can't be as amazing as we all would like to be. that's ok. it's ok to only be amazing every once in a while, when it really counts. as for others, all you can do is listen. they make their own choices and you can't stop that, no matter how hard you wish you could - it does hurt. it hurts to know that you can't make a difference, but you forget that, you do, even if it's not the difference you wish it could be, even if it's small...

take this thread. everyone - EVERYONE - who has posted here has made a difference. i know they have to me. i don't feel quite as alone. sometimes it's nice to ignore my own issues and concentrate on helping someone else through theirs. love you. we're always here to listen when you need to "ramble".

You can’t truly call yourself peaceful unless you are capable of violence. If you’re not capable of violence, you’re not peaceful. You’re harmless.
HeraTeleia
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I need a hug... bad dreams for sure tonight.

Talking about it all is not easy when you do which I just did which prolly was not a good idea... I apologise in advance, but I have never gone that in depth to anyone, not even Rachel... I am so stupid., I know better than to do that.

People just think we are nuts...fuck them all.


One, you're not stupid. Two, you're not stupid. Three, you're not stupid. Shall I continue?

At the end of the day, you survived. You won. There is nothing for which to apologise.

Would that you weren't a solid nine hour flight away. Hugs are a very good reminder that you're solid, that you're whole, and that someone gives at least a half of a damn about you and your life.
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Kiera lies. the times she's kept me from going to a dark place are in the dozens. friends help you out because what they get from you is worth the energy it takes to keep you on this earth. i hope you are in a better place than when you wrote this. sometimes we just can't be as amazing as we all would like to be. that's ok. it's ok to only be amazing every once in a while, when it really counts. as for others, all you can do is listen. they make their own choices and you can't stop that, no matter how hard you wish you could - it does hurt. it hurts to know that you can't make a difference, but you forget that, you do, even if it's not the difference you wish it could be, even if it's small...

take this thread. everyone - EVERYONE - who has posted here has made a difference. i know they have to me. i don't feel quite as alone. sometimes it's nice to ignore my own issues and concentrate on helping someone else through theirs. love you. we're always here to listen when you need to "ramble".


Thank you Sprite. I am in a better place tonight as I'm sitting here watching this girl smiling today. She is in a good place tonight, that makes me happy. This thread is wonderful and each of you here are amazing. Thank you all.

My Anti-Valentine Entry 💔

https://www.lushstories.com/stories/cheating/a-valentines-date-to-remember

My first EP and a top ten from the Pride Competition
https://www.lushstories.com/stories/lesbian/-love-is-love-.aspx

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sprite
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Quote by kiera


You're not rambling and I heard you. I hope writing it all down helped? it often does for me. I'm around for a bit if you need to talk, I sent you a message.

You know, my mother in law and I have never really gotten on well, until my husband died. We were united in our grief and the guilt we felt because we couldn't help him. I especially have suffered from tremendous guilt and if only's. I was talking to her shortly after he died and a little confused at how supportive she was being and how close we had become. I said to her" Why are you being so nice? You should hate me, he died because I couldn't help him" (I said more than that, but you get the picture?) She hugged me, and she said "Darling, I of all people know what he was like, I know you did everything you could, so did I" (much crying) and I asked her again, why though and she said "because you can lead a horse to water, but you cannot make it drink" That got through to me, I understood then.

What's happening with this little girl is awful, it's especially hard when it's a child. I think the same applies though and you must not blame yourself.

Sorry, I am nowhere near as good at this as Rachel is. If you need a chat I am around for a bit. I hope you have managed to get some sleep.


love you. you're amazing.

You can’t truly call yourself peaceful unless you are capable of violence. If you’re not capable of violence, you’re not peaceful. You’re harmless.
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Quote by Gillianleeeza
I hope everyone is having a better day today.jBzd4Gpaw5TzdGJH

I was wondering if anyone else has had the problem of dealing with finding the right medication(s) for their problems. I am starting a new medication again, sigh... . It must be about the 20th or so med I have tried and so many combinations over the years. I have some medical issues because years of lithium use doctors believe led to my kidneys and liver not functioning at 100%. Most of the newer medications I can not take for those reasons. I am just tired of playing medication roulette. Which is why I often just forego any and deal with things myself until I can't anymore. They all have so many side effects and you have to wait for weeks to see if they are having any effect. I'm not sure it's worth even trying anymore. I really have no idea why I am putting this here, maybe I am just tired and still recovering from minor surgery. It's just nice to know you are not alone sometimes.


Hi Gilligan.

This is quite a common problem. Sometimes medications that have worked fine for years can suddenly become ineffective also. Different drugs and different combinations of drugs are targeted to work on different parts of the brain, for different types of illness whether it be anxiety, depression, bipolar or schizophrenia.

It is always worth trying yet another med. You NEVER give up because the next one you try might be the one you've been looking for. Never give up hope and if you do, you seek someone out to talk to. You know you can talk to me any time. Anyone can.
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Good morning. I hesitated about writing again but I could use some advice please. My son who was diagnosed with bi polar has decided he is tired of the meds. Tired of the feeling and tired of the rotation game with psychiatrist. He stopped seeing his therapist at school 2 months ago. He stopped the meds 2.5 months ago including his ADHD meds. He told his psychiatrist he feels ok now and wants to handle things on his own now. He told me after the appointment he is happy he is "cured" and wanted to celebrate. There is no way anyone is ever "cured" of being bi polar and I worry about his having an episode and not having immediate access to his psychiatrist who, surprise surprise, told us he was moving to a new position at the end of the month. Even is he decided to go back to see him, we would have to start over with someone new. Can anyone suggest signs to look for or suggestions of how to help him cope if he does have another episode? I can already hear him up late at night at 3 and 4 am making noise. I hope he is not hiding his manic episodes where he would stay awake for a few days.
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Good morning. I hesitated about writing again but I could use some advice please. My son who was diagnosed with bi polar has decided he is tired of the meds. Tired of the feeling and tired of the rotation game with psychiatrist. He stopped seeing his therapist at school 2 months ago. He stopped the meds 2.5 months ago including his ADHD meds. He told his psychiatrist he feels ok now and wants to handle things on his own now. He told me after the appointment he is happy he is "cured" and wanted to celebrate. There is no way anyone is ever "cured" of being bi polar and I worry about his having an episode and not having immediate access to his psychiatrist who, surprise surprise, told us he was moving to a new position at the end of the month. Even is he decided to go back to see him, we would have to start over with someone new. Can anyone suggest signs to look for or suggestions of how to help him cope if he does have another episode? I can already hear him up late at night at 3 and 4 am making noise. I hope he is not hiding his manic episodes where he would stay awake for a few days.

No two people are the same. That goes for bipolar people just as much as for anyone else. So for an outsider it is not easy to tell you what to look for, beyond the general set of symptoms, which you can find on many websites, for instance here..

As for the psychiatrist, it might be an idea, to already find a new one and if possible, to discuss your worries with him (or her of course). Maybe you can make an arrangement with him/her about what to do and when to call, to be better prepared when an episode does occur.

I'm afraid this is the best I can do for you, I hope it helps you a little bit.

And Allysa, never hesitate, okay?
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Good morning. I hesitated about writing again but I could use some advice please. My son who was diagnosed with bi polar has decided he is tired of the meds. Tired of the feeling and tired of the rotation game with psychiatrist. He stopped seeing his therapist at school 2 months ago. He stopped the meds 2.5 months ago including his ADHD meds. He told his psychiatrist he feels ok now and wants to handle things on his own now. He told me after the appointment he is happy he is "cured" and wanted to celebrate. There is no way anyone is ever "cured" of being bi polar and I worry about his having an episode and not having immediate access to his psychiatrist who, surprise surprise, told us he was moving to a new position at the end of the month. Even is he decided to go back to see him, we would have to start over with someone new. Can anyone suggest signs to look for or suggestions of how to help him cope if he does have another episode? I can already hear him up late at night at 3 and 4 am making noise. I hope he is not hiding his manic episodes where he would stay awake for a few days.


What patokl said. Finding a new psychiatrist would be your first step.

You don't mention how old your son is, but I know from very personal experience that children diagnosed with mental illness can feel very stigmatised and that this feeling can contribute to a resistance to accepting medication. What worked for me and for my son, who has depression and anxiety, was sitting him down and explaining that having a mental illness is absolutely no different from having asthma. Both are chronic diseases, and both can be well-controlled with medication--but on the flip side, left untreated, either disease can kill you.

Anyway. If you'd like to talk more, feel free to PM me.
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Good morning. I hesitated about writing again but I could use some advice please. My son who was diagnosed with bi polar has decided he is tired of the meds. Tired of the feeling and tired of the rotation game with psychiatrist. He stopped seeing his therapist at school 2 months ago. He stopped the meds 2.5 months ago including his ADHD meds. He told his psychiatrist he feels ok now and wants to handle things on his own now. He told me after the appointment he is happy he is "cured" and wanted to celebrate. There is no way anyone is ever "cured" of being bi polar and I worry about his having an episode and not having immediate access to his psychiatrist who, surprise surprise, told us he was moving to a new position at the end of the month. Even is he decided to go back to see him, we would have to start over with someone new. Can anyone suggest signs to look for or suggestions of how to help him cope if he does have another episode? I can already hear him up late at night at 3 and 4 am making noise. I hope he is not hiding his manic episodes where he would stay awake for a few days.


I feel for you. It is not quite the same, but my nephew has schizophrenia. He hates his meds as it blunts his creativity. But everytime he goes off and has to get back on, there is more damage. Unfortunately, he is no longer a minor, so there are limits as to how we can help. Luckily, he recognizes "the voices" and seeks help.

As HeraTeleia said, the stigma of peers is a powerful barrier. I would try to impress upon your son that having another episode is worse than the stigma. Short of that, preparation for the next episode seems prudent.

I am sorry for this trial of you and your son.