His hand reaches across me. The belt brushes my already warm bottom. I feel it pull away, I block everything out. It is the only way to endure the pain. I feel the sting, the end on the far side of my left cheek, right in the middle of my bottom. His aim is perfect. The next one just below the first. He has a pattern he uses. The third will be above the first. Then the sit spot, that is the spot where your bottom curves t...

I am a romantic, a silly crazy romantic. Love is something that is not tangible, not replaceable, not conditional, not faltering, not perfect, not sacrificial, blind. Romance, however is conditional, faltering, replaceable, sacrifice, perfect. I am a princess. I am His kitten. Love is protection, protective, carefree, simple, easy, hard, helpful, hurtful. My love is easy. Once you have it, you can’t give it back. You will...

It is a gift, I really wanted to give it. I want all that it means. I'm new, in an old way. I know the procedure. I know the elements. I know the desires. My gift is special. It is one of a kind. It is irreplaceable. Though it feels insignificant, Imperfect, insatiable. I want it to complete me, Not to leave a hole. Not in my heart, my heart is overflowing I can't tell where, but I feel it.It gets bigger with my fears. Th...

Trust. A simple word.A simple meaning, A short word, A huge responsibility,An even greater commitment. Some don’t understand The impact, The hurt, The release, The want, The end and The beginning. It is just a word, one would think, But without this word, This world would not exist. Mine, yours, only, always.Simple words, yet powerful Powerful beyond all imaginable thinking. Trust is just a word. Trust has just five simpl...

I long for your touch, I long for your smell, Like a primal being needing your blood. Your power is like no other. You make me weak, So your strength can hold me up. I am your's. My body, My soul, My heart. Your marks decorate my body, For all to see, 'till they vanish from sight. Your marks stay permanent for me to feel, I want, NO, I need that permanent one for all to see I want the world to know. I am your princess, I...

You are in my life, I want you here. Without you, who would share my fears? We are a set, we work, we fit. We need alone space. We need together space. We need Him, separate and together. He is the glue. He is the strength. He is the Hammer. We are the water. We are the life. Without us, He is not the same. Without us, He is incomplete. His love is not perfect. His love is not comparable. His love is not fallible. Sometim...

In His arms, there is calmness, There is angst, there is hesitation. In His arms, there is wonderment, There is amazement, there is quietness. In His arms, there is safeness, There is contentment, there is sanity. In His arms, He takes my pain. In His arms, I am the only one. In His arms, He is my only. In His arms, I am His, Always. Written by TxPrincess for publication on LushStories Only!

You perceived my kindness as weakness. Now my strength is perceived as selfish. You perceived my silence as compliance. Now my voice is perceived as vile. You perceive my friendliness as reconciliation. Now my explanations are perceived as lies. You perceived my actions as needy. Now my actions are perceived as self-centered. You perceived my love as a reason to control. Now my control is perceived as heartless. I worry a...

Those smiles. Those names. Those looks. Those gestures. Those touches. You know the ones, You fell in love with. They are still there, They touch you. In ways you never, Expected, Wanted, Needed. You didn’t want to see. You didn’t want to feel. You didn't want to remember. You didn’t want to need. But some way, Some how, Some force, Some time. It hit you like a wall. You didn't know what do. What to think. What to say. So...

It is dark in here. It is safe. It is wonderful. Nothing can get to me. OH NO! He is here. He needs to leave. He was not invited. He is from the past. He scares me. Get out of my safe place! Wow, You’re here! How? Why? I am confused. “I have you” he says. There is light, You put holes in my box. You changed my darkness Now there is light. I close my eyes. You’re in my box! My comfort zone. MY BOX. You invaded my space. Pl...

They are pink, They are happy, they are sad, They are remorseful, they are hurtful. She feels the pain. Some she caused, some she nurtured, Some is for those that are so dear, Some is hers. They stain her face for all to see; To wonder why tears are falling. She tells those that can’t be hurt; Those that really can’t help. She will do it on her own; She has learned to be strong. The abuse has taught her. The abuse has dam...

“You know my heart is breaking,” “Crying, it hurts, please stop.” she said. I realized at that point, That is the farthest thing from the truth. Breaking is bad, nothing bad is here; Just us, just the truth, just finding it. It is the area that has been locked away; Shut so that you can protect it. I found the key;  You didn’t even know it existed, You forgot about it, You just made your heart smaller, Never knowing it wa...

The tree is standing. The wind is near. The rain is coming. The tree is strong. Stronger than it knows. The wind is here. The rain is here. The tree is bending. The tree is swaying. The tree is holding on. The storm has come. The wind is whirling around. The water is rising. The tree is planted deep down. The wind has gone. The water has receded. The tree is standing so strong. For you my friend, you are the tree. You are...

Standing on the ledge, Waiting for the knowledge. It never comes, Only wonder, Only worry, Only darkness, Full of fear. Riding up below the ledge; There you are. The Armor of my Knight, It protects me, It loves me, It honors me, It saves me, It has my heart, And has vowed to; Always be mine!!

My mind is racing; thoughts, so many thoughts: What did I do? Did I disappoint him, again? Is Sweets in trouble? He was really angry sounding, am I scared of Him angry? You are nuts princess, you trust Him with your life. You are no more scared of Him than of your pinkie finger, just stop. I keep thinking and thinking. I haven’t even made it to the door of the house yet, I know better than to run around the pool. The last...