Almost a year has passedSince your path merged with mineOr mine with yoursOr maybe you pulled off to the side of the path and I caught up Or I coulda like got a flat tire or something and you were the only one who stopped to help me and then after you discovered I had no spare tire you offered me a ride and I just never got out of your carBut it seems like just yesterdayYou came over to play And then I asked you to stayYo...

I need you now If not before thenI can't stop wonderin'When I'll feel you againThe same old songAnd that stupid danceI just can't quit youI never stand a chanceTo be freeTo be meBut once you're goneI feel such a voidI cry and screamI get so annoyedI can taste youIt's all relevantI can smell youBut you got no scentThat's not what I meantI'm bentYou'll come backYou always doTogether againJust us twoAnd all the othersI'll ag...

Reaching from the darkI thought I saw a sparkA single flash of lightOn my darkest nightI thought I saw youTrying to break throughTo return to my heartNever again to partBut it was only dreamsAwakened by my screamsIt wasn't you at allYou aren't the man I sawHe didn't look the sameAlthough he used your nameA broken girl was foundThe loving light had drownI gave in after some timeKnowing you'd not be mineI suffered through t...

It all seems silly nowWhere I once stood firmIt's not a place at allIt took this long to learnPerhaps with jaded perceptionI created an alternate stateA place that withstood timeAnd so I was never lateDoesn't that sound great?But something happenedI allowed myself to loveI nurtured and protectedDespite words said aboveI made so called friendsAnd I let my love showI allowed myself to feelUntil reality had to let me goI fel...

The plan has always beenThat this is not part of the planStill we stand where we standAnd I will forever hold your handBut this is not part of the planIt’s so hard to describeSo no one understandsThis cannot be plannedThis feeling withstandsThrough threats and remandsI will always understandAnd things I’ll always knowLike it will continue to growIt is so awesome thoughAnd if you didn’t knowYour touch ignites the greatest...

Behind a quieted contentI found things may be relevantIt seems this feel betwixt us beganLong before I held your handTo stop it now seems so sillyLet us continue willy nillyChancy endings in spiteful griefBut I believe what I believeThis has no definitive wordNothing said is nothing heardI do not think there will come a dayOr night we'll fight and push awayBut I guess we won't quite knowUntil the very end of the showOur w...

Have you heard the news?Are you still amused?Or maybe still confused?Lies about liesMessenger's as spiesI hope you realizeI'm not your kindYou claim I am lostMy heart covered in frostHurting all I have crossedLittle do you knowYou reap what you sowIt's almost time to goAre you ready for the show?Can you be a manWithout controlling the planWill you ever understand?I don't love on demandI can't care when you commandI'll nev...

Am I scared?Maybe a bitNever enoughTo call it quitsBecause this is itSo easyAnd so rareWith youI just careNothing to bewareNo secretsNo ghostsNo egosNeed to boastMy love, your hostFingertipsSoftened sighsI am yoursAll the timeAs you are mineThis must be itNo more bullshitKindness and witThis is truly itThat silly wordFull of feelEffortless loveThis is realThat's how I feel

I stood outside your doorUnder the trickling rainWondering if you'd remember meAnd if you would look the sameI whispered your nameBefore I rang that bellI held my breath for an eternityAs though I was under some spellI could not walk awayI was too afraid to moveWaiting for you to answerAs if I had something to proveSomething more than loveMore than hope and devotionSomething far more realNot just going through the motions...

It wasn't suppose to happenQuite like this at allI didn't know you were waitingOr that I'd ever love you at allYou pretend it's just meAnd that you don't love me tooI know that isn't realityI can feel your hiding love trueWhat are we to doYou said you'd stay with meUntil the holidays were over and goneBut now I want you to stay longerPlease look at me and tell me I'm wrongYou've helped me like none otherI believe it is sa...

 For the first time everI am completely aloneHanging Christmas lightsInside my empty homeMy one true loveDid not love me backI tried for yearsCrying like a maniacRemember when we metBack when I was strongYears before I heardAll the things that I do wrong?Do you remember our song?I can hear it nowEchoing off empty wallsThe beat changing me somehowInto only a memoryMy soul outside its shellI was once full of lightNow I put...

For all the tearsFor "us" I have shedHonestly, I should be deadFor all the timesI've kept my mouth shutJust to get shot in the buttI take it backThis is my timeTo allow my emotions to rhymeYou'll shout outHow I broke your heartLied and cheated from the very startThose who listenThose who believe youAre exactly the people you are lying toIf they only knewHow you leftThen came backBitterly planning your attackThey love youO...

Touch meI begLooking deep into your eyesShudderingI feelYour fingers brush my thighsSighsSoft moansBiting my bottom lipShakingCompletelyAs your fingers dip DancingUpon meBegging, I imploreTouch meDeeper nowLet this love exploreOur depthsAnd shallowsBring me to the brinkKiss meOnce moreAnd I'll no longer think

Would it be okayIf I stopped to sayI know youNot your nameThat has now changedBut you're still youSo many beforeWalked out that doorJust to again returnPretending to beA different somebodySome will never learnIf you can't be youYou can't be trueSo really, what's the pointI shake my headAt all you've saidAnd roll up another jointDumb myself downDress up like a clownAt least I am still meStoned and aloneI watch from my thro...

Why did you come hereWhat is it that you fearWhy do you vanishAnd then suddenly reappear Why did you pick meDid you think I'd not seeThe weakness in youOr this living hypocrisy Perhaps you saw it in meItching and begging to be freeWelcomed with open armsNo longer some huge mysteryHere we are, together at lastStuck trying to erase the pastNow I have a partnerTo help throw what I can not castI wish I had you to blameI hope...