Journal Entry – July 2 I suppose I have to stop pretending this will ever be read by anyone else. I’ll use our names because I’m tired of feeling like some adolescent scribbling secret initials in a diary. If I’m going to be honest with myself—truly honest—then I have to admit that what happened at the faculty swim club party today has only deepened my curiosity, and I’m beginning to wonder whether this is curiosity or so...

Diary Entry – April 21st I feel so… embarrassed I’m a professional, adjunct instructor at the junior college, advisor to the math club, And I’m happy in my marriage. I love my husband, I do. We've been together for years, and I feel like we're in a good place, you know? But this overwhelming curiosity has taken hold of me. I don’t even know where to start. There’s something about this that’s making my chest tighten, and i...