I vow to stop No more support, no more money and most of all, no more time. I get nothing for all my longing. For all I do. But 3 minutes later, the phone pings the special tone I allocated her, and I am off to do her bidding. Is it weakness, or am I really her friend? Does she ever think of me in the way I want her? Am I alone in caring for someone who is likely never giving back? She is my best friend's girl, I wish she...

I hope I make it easier. The gifts The help My time Is it noticed? Does she care or is she just taking advantage by being the one I desire? Does it matter? I will do it all again in the hope of a simple hug (which wont come anyway, too risky she will say) She is my best friends girl and I wish she was mine.