"So you’re experimenting?” Kate demanded. “Testing the waters?" Then she smirked. "Tasting the fluids?"
Kate had caught me and Keith, her longtime boyfriend, giving each other blowjobs in the sauna. We were in big trouble.
It was New Year’s Eve. My college friends Keith and Kate had invited a number of people to his family’s ski cabin in the woods.
Besides Keith, there was his effervescent girlfriend Kate; Jon and Pam, another couple; three other guys; and me.
We had all driven up the morning of the thirtieth. Several inches of fluffy powder had just fallen, followed by a snap of cold, clear weather.
The eight of us spent the afternoon exploring the woods on our skis in these nearly perfect conditions, then had a great dinner and a fun time drinking way too much that evening. It was a blast of a (non-sexual) evening, promising to be followed by another day of skiing on New Year’s Eve, and then even more partying.
Unfortunately, Jon and Pam came down ill the next morning and decided to go back early. Then the three guys bailed on us too, for a big party back in town.
This left Keith, Kate and myself. Figuring the party was over and the two of them might want to spend the holiday alone, I started gathering up my things, not least because Jon and Pam had been my ride up. But they begged me to stay.
Well, more skiing and then ringing in the new year with them would sure beat watching the ball drop on TV at home, so I agreed.
On this second afternoon, the three of us skied for several miles, stopping for lunch on the shores of a beautiful frozen lake. We arrived back at the cabin sore and sweaty. We peeled off our sweaty clothes and threw on towels in the mudroom before taking turns in the shower.
Kate caught me by surprise in this, and although she had her back turned to me, I did accidentally catch a side-boob view. She was quite attractive, by the way, about five feet six inches with light tan skin, blue eyes and short, spiky, Scandinavian-blonde hair that seemed to match her vivacious attitude. Although I'd never hit on her out of respect for my friendship with Keith, I'll admit that more than once, I had squirted onto my stroking hand while I thought about her.
As a fellow guy, Keith was less modest in the mudroom, fully exposing his slightly heavy six-foot frame, not to mention a nice-looking cock surrounded by a full bush. He was a good-looking guy, with short blonde hair and green eyes. As with Kate, I’d never considered hitting on him for friendship reasons, but as with Kate’s side-tit, I didn’t mind the quick view.
The cabin had a sauna, and Kate encouraged Keith and me to use it while she took a quick nap, after which she would join us.
Nude in the sauna, he and I chatted for a while about the skiing, the nearby towns, the kinds of beer and wine he had on hand, and other topics of mutual interest.
After a pause in the conversation Keith ventured, “So, I was talking with Jim Olson about the toga party you guys went to.”
My penis, which had grown long and slightly full in the warm sauna, shrank like a turtle pulling its head into its shell. "And … ?”
I was anxious about where this might be going. You see, my college buddy Jim and I had once attended a campus toga party together - and after both striking out with women we liked, we had ended up fondling each other under our easy-access togas, then giving each other head back in his room.
"Well, he knew you were coming to my cabin, so he told me about something you and I have in common...”
He paused before finishing the thought. “We’ve both sucked Jim’s dick.”
"Ahhh." Now my cock went to full size in an instant, raising itself off the sauna bench. His was pointed fully skyward too.
He proceeded to tell me about how their freshman year they'd been watching a porno in Jim's room when Jim had pulled down his pants and started jerking off.
Keith had followed, and they had jacked in parallel for a long time. But then Jim placed his hand on Keith’s leg and moved it up to his cock. Before he knew it, Jim was sucking him, after which Keith returned the favor.
As Keith was telling me about Jim reaching for his cock, he reached for mine. I knew it was wrong, and a betrayal of his longtime relationship with Kate, but I was so aroused from all the sweaty exercise, and seeing them strip in the mudroom - and now this story! - that I couldn’t resist.
I took his hot stick in my hand, and then my mouth. Keith continued his story, telling me that he had also fucked Jim in the ass.
Keith promptly spewed a big salty, tasty load in my mouth as he told me this, then went down on me. I was so horny from the skiing I filled his hot mouth about as quickly as he had done mine.
We were just relaxing post-blowjob when the sauna door opened and in walked Kate, naked - but angry. She must have been watching through the steamy window for some time, most likely seeing both of us come.
"What the fuck is this?"
She continued, "Don't answer that. I saw everything. Just because it's not with another woman doesn't mean it isn't cheating, you know!"
Keith replied, "I'm really sorry. I know it's cheating. We shouldn't have. It was a terrible idea."
She turned to me. "And YOU! You betrayed me too! I want to call you the 'other woman,' but you're not a woman! What are you, the other orifice? Don't answer that, either."
I apologized too. This was terrible. Although I’d been cheated on a couple of times, I’d never cheated on anyone, nor had I induced anyone to cheat - until now. I felt sick to my stomach as the realization sank in that you can't un-cheat.
“Don’t be mad at Joe. This is all my fault,” Keith implored. “I totally hit on him. I’m so sorry.” That was nice of him, but I still felt awful.
She cast a sideways glance at me, then back to Keith. “Well, what the fuck do I make of this? Keith, do you like men?"
"Maybe a little. Not as much as women."
"But you like them some? Who do you fantasize about more, men or women?"
"Women, totally."
"Women? Plural?!? Or me."
"Especially you!"
"Good. If you'd said 'only you,' I would have known you were lying. Don't think I don't notice you noticing other women."
She paused. “So you were just experimenting?” she demanded. “Testing the waters?" Then she smirked. "Tasting the fluids?"
Sheepishly Keith replied, "Yeah, I guess so." He also disclosed his earlier encounter with Jim, which fortunately had been before Keith and Kate met, so at least he hadn’t been cheating on that occasion.
She sighed. "Well, better you experiment now than when we’re forty, I guess. Maybe - maybe, I could forgive you. But how is it I didn’t know about this? That’s a pretty big thing to hold back.”
"Sorry, I just was worried about what you'd think."
"How many other guys have you been with?"
"That's it. Jim was the only one, until today."
"What did you and Jim do?"
"Do?"
"What did you do to each other? Physically?" She leaned forward on the sauna bench, her breasts dangling, though I studiously avoided staring. “Describe it for me."
Keith retold the story, explaining that they'd started by jerking off, then sucking each other's dicks, and that he had fucked Jim but not tried the reverse.
"Did you enjoy it? Well, obviously yes, because you just did it again today. I guess you must have liked doing Jim in the butt too, because you like doing that to me. Little did I realize you learned how with a guy. Do you want to have it done to you?"
"I ... I don't know. I haven't tried it. I think it might hurt."
"Not if you're careful. Guess how I know. Okay, what about kissing? Have you kissed a guy?"
"No, I think Jim wanted to but I wasn't into it then."
"So is that something else you won't know until you try?"
"Maybe."
She paused. "Did it ever occur to you I might need to do some experimenting too?"
"I guess I didn't think about that."
“How on earth could you not think about that?” she asked. “Doesn't every red-blooded American male spend half his life thinking about women having sex together?”
She paused again, collecting her thoughts. "What if I am curious about what it's like to kiss a girl's soft lips instead of your scratchy ones? What if I see other women's tits in the shower and wonder what it would feel like to touch them? What if I'm even interested in what they taste like ... down there? What if you had trusted me enough to ask?"
Then, more introspectively: "What if, since I'm obviously so interested, I had trusted you enough to ask?”
"I’m sorry we didn’t … but I am glad we're talking about this. Look, it's you I want to be with, not Joe."
"And I want to be with you, Keith, but this has changed our relationship in a big way. I'm trying to figure out where we go from here. Our relationship will still have to change."
He gulped. "How?"
"Clearly, we both want to stay together. “ Jim looked at least a little relieved at this. “But, I think, we both need to experiment with the same sex." She crossed her legs and squirmed a bit as she said this. “And if we're going to do that, we should do it sooner than later, before our relationship progresses further and we become more committed."
"Really?"
"What you did was NOT okay, because you broke my trust. You should have asked first. I think I would have said yes. Going forward, I could be willing to let you do stuff with other men, as long as you're safe. And as long as I can be with other women too. You wouldn’t get to have sex with other women, though, and I wouldn’t get to have sex with other men. You think you can handle the idea of your girlfriend with another woman?"