I started realizing something was different about me when I was at a party in my junior year with Josh. He was talking to Amy, and I could tell that Amy was aroused - by Steve, it seemed. I could sense something in her mind, a button, I thought. I thought about pushing it, and I could tell something had changed. A different color to her mind? Maybe, I wasn’t sure.
The dial I felt in her mind, I turned it, and the color intensified. I was just sitting there and Amy started getting more amorous and started undressing Josh in front of me, then she quit with an embarrassed look. Several months later, I realized that the surprise made my mind turn the dial back. That was when I started putting it together. It took time but I gradually realized that when I thought about turning the dial the arousal level changed.
I learned more about it in college where I could tell when a girl was interested in me, but if they weren’t, I often could change their minds. When I’m in their minds, there is something like a knob and when I turn it, it changes the intensity of their arousal. There also seems to be a button that changes the subject of their arousal, to the closest man to them. Strange, I know.
When my friends and I graduated, some of the guys started getting married. The first of my friends to get married, sort of a friend, at least, was Rob's marriage to Ashlee. She was a girl I’d been interested in but never pursued. I’m guessing I was jealous that he was fucking her and I wanted to. I'm glad he wasn't a good friend, but still, he was a friend.
I talked to her, after the ceremony and during the reception, and was able to convince her to meet me privately. She just didn’t want to think about what that meant. It seemed she wanted me, my cock, but she knew it was wrong, desperately wrong.
The juxtaposition of her wanting me while knowing it was wrong, excited her. When I got her alone it was easy to undress her to get her ready to fuck me. While we were fucking she had a climax that she barely kept quiet.
As I came in Ashlee, I bit on her breast, one bite that left an obvious mark that she was going to have to explain to Rob. The endorphins as I came, were addicting. That was the start of my bride fucking fetish; I couldn’t stop.
Sarah was the first bride that I searched out to fuck. I didn’t know either Sarah or Troy, I got the information from the newspaper. Sometimes it just works out, but the wedding and reception were at the same location. In any case, no one questioned me.
I got to dance with her early in the reception. I was able to hold her, it wasn't one of those dances where you aren't sure who is dancing with whom. My talent works best if I'm touching the woman.
While we were dancing, I was talking to her, "Where are you going after the reception? You're the most beautiful bride here.“ I laughed, and held her closer “I bet I'm the only person that's said that to you."
She answered me with a shrug, “Lots of people want to know, but it’s a secret. We don't want Troy's friends to know. We’re not into a shivaree.”
During the dance, I could tell she was wanting sex, from Troy presumably. If there is an emotion present, it's not as hard for me to redirect it. I was able to create some curiosity about myself and direct some of that need for sex towards me too.
When the dance was almost over, I held her for a moment, even tighter, and said with conviction, "I'd like to kiss you and ... " I paused for a second, "more than just a kiss. Actually a lot more than just a kiss. Privately."
I could tell my redirection of her arousal toward me had worked.
It was my mind that was able to convince her to meet me, meet in one of the other rooms nearby. When she agreed, I could tell she wanted me, to fuck me, but was trying to convince herself nothing was going to happen. She knew what we were going to do, but convinced herself it wasn’t.
Sarah had already changed from her wedding dress and was in a pretty flowered dress with a zipper on the side. Perfect for her groom to undress her and handy for me to undress her too.
When she entered, I held her by her shoulders and thanked her for coming. As I kissed her, I focused on arousing her. I kept kissing her my tongue playing with her lips and her tongue. I could tell her arousal was building and she wanted me to undress her. I stepped back and caressed her tits.
“Um, Sarah, your kisses, they are so … arousing. They make me want to kiss your breasts.”
“My breasts? Kiss my breasts?”
I interrupted, “I’m River, a river that wants to sweep you away. Caress your breasts … tits, kiss them. Can I see, them, Sarah? Touch them?’