So very hot you know you want everything that I’ve got. No one can take it from you better than me think about it and you will see. Baby can’t you figure it out or do I always have to yell and shout? Resistance is futile yes it is true because my desires are brutal and they are all for you. I know you had been looking for a very long time to find someone that could make you unwind. To physically take your body by force an...

It has been so long, so many days but it is still fresh in my memory there is no fog, no haze. It has been so long so many weeks that I am starting to wonder just what is it that I seek. It has been so long so many months before I know it they will turn into a year and I will still be greatly missing the things I hold dear. It has been so long that I just can not see what the future will bring or what is to become of me....

What I wouldn’t give to look at your handsome face, wrap my arms around you and all your doubts I will erase. To hold you close and let you know I am that one person who adores you so. Who adores all the parts of you exactly as you are and thinks of you as her perfect shining star. I want to let you know I accept you completely, like you for everything you are and cherish you sweetly. I am very sorry if I am just a remind...

You just don’t know how much I have been missing you. Missing all of the special things that you can do. No one else makes me feel this way makes me want them each and every day.  All that is left is to sit around and dream of hopes for something that can’t even be seen. Sweet as I know you all are this loneliness is going to leave a scar. But I will always put your happiness first no matter if mine is so much worse. Beca...

Oh my goodness, Oh my dear our Lush Stories has disappeared! Tried to log on but “Server Not Found” OMG is Gav around!!! My addition has vanished oh what shall I do guess I’ll write a silly poem or two. Where are all my buddies like Albaguy, Pantyboy, Tampmark, and Vic and the ever prolific Exakta66! That is only to name a very few and without my favorite Stephenrocca what would I do! BBB856, Lady_Lydia, Mandieh1234, and...

I must be dreaming of you at night though I can not remember if I might.   One thing that is a great big clue is my eyes always open to thoughts of you. I do not really want them to be there they are so enticing they can be hard to bare. It is an awkward beginning to most days creating a craving to want to play. A burning desire that fills me with lust and creates feelings I just don’t trust. When I go to bed in the eveni...

Just a regular online affair where there is no strings attached but you still care. That and friendship is all I really want with you I even got my hubby’s approval too! Being courteous to one another by sending a little note once in awhile which should not be a bother. Creating our own special private world allowing our lust for each other to swirl. Making each others fantasies come true it is only satisfying for me with...

Another frickin snow storm! What a cold frozen winter we are having. After spending two weeks in Jamaica in December the frozen cold of January and February have me chilled to the bone. Six fresh new inches of white frozen hell glued with a nice layer of ice to the driveway was making me dread going outside. The driveway had to be cleared as another foot of snow was on the way that evening. The hubby and I usually tag tea...

I miss the old us. That time when we couldn’t get enough of each other. When being with you was first on my mind. When you could not wait to have me do the things I do so well to you. Where has that time gone? I can’t see it I feel blind. How did we get to this point? In the middle of life it just vanished. It slipped away so slowly we did not even notice till it was gone. I live for you but life is hard right now. We wil...

I dream of caressing his handsome face like nothing else matters. Of taking all his passions and letting him discover mine. Making him feel so good, better than anyone has. It is always in another world, in a very different time. These dreams must be fleeting and short. I can not dwell on them for very long at all. If I allow myself to think of them to long. Under his mysterious spell I will fall. That dream world is a da...

I get many compliments on the stories I write. So many think I have such sexual insight. Little do they know my mind is a big giant maze. I just draw from past experiences, pull them out of the haze. Illustrating all my naughty deeds that’s what makes me happy. I’ll throw in lots of love poems and they might get pretty sappy. Don’t ever pay attention to all my many crazy emotions. They are caused by raging hormones that a...

I knew your wife was going out of town to visit relatives. Damn I have wanted you for so very long. I wanted to do all the things to you that I knew she never ever would. All your fantasies I will make come true in a big way. Chatting with you for months made a huge lust grow deep inside me for you. Seemed you enticed me at every turn. You are just so sexy and hotter than any man I know. The lack of privacy made hooking u...

Being heartsick is something that happens when you want someone to much. When all you can think about is how you both could possibly ever touch. You plan and you dream of things that you know you will never have. Sometimes are even told things you want so bad it makes you glad. I don’t do very well in this fantasy world. My attitude about sex is like a man’s but I am a girl. I always seem to make the same one gigantic mis...

How do you know you have a wonderful man? You know when he does things that are not in his plans. When he takes care of you no matter what. Even thought you are a very, very naughty slut. Always dependable to the very end. When you are feeling down his love he does send. Sweet and kind and thinks that you’re hot. Even though he has seen you when you are definitely not. In sickness and health he is there every day. Providi...

The sadness is starting to set in. There will be no more tingles on my skin. I wanted him more than I could say. But all he wanted to do was play. I really do understand. And just wanted to hold his hand. Be his very special friend. Take care of him until the end. My passion is so very strong. A compulsion grew before very long. I wanted him so much every day. But I fucked it up and pushed him away. The sadness is filling...