CHAPTER 9: As I watched my ex-best friend across the room, he looked down, no, frustrated. If things worked the way I hoped, depending as I was on my own impromptu planning, I’d be changing that look he was wearing quite significantly. Oh yes, yes I would...
CHAPTER 3: Sammy was right; I did drink too much, but I didn’t give a damn. I needed to drink and to drink often. And why the hell not, John Daniels loved me. I wonder what they’d named the baby. I wondered if it were a boy or a girl. I guess it didn’t ma...
The Liquid stream that fills your veinsBlood made from the water, from whence you and I came.The Blood that made our bond so deep bleeds from woundsI cannot staunch its flow; perhaps I do not wish it so.I loved you once, I still do.Although you left me wi...
The silence of your voice is deafening Its absence deeply felt is extreme Your thoughts are a jumbled mess I cannot decipher what you mean The haunted look within your eyes Fills me with a profound ache Your body shaking and the copious tears Are often mo...
Although my eyes closed sleep did not find me. My head was pounding from a combination of hitting the door frame and the stress of what I had done. The room was dark and silent. I knew Philip was also not sleeping as I could not hear him breathe. I could...
Is this what limbo feels like? I’ve often wondered, The indecision of my mind, Joining the pain in my heart. I’m his whore, his mistress, The bitch who would ruin a union, Never thought I would be that, Shame is under my skin now. It makes me unsure, Tryi...
I gave you the best of me,And we were happy,For a moment in time.When our souls embraced,And we glimpsed a realityThat no one could understand.But I didn't care,Because all I ever wanted wasTo stay in that moment,For all eternity.With you.With your love.B...
Cinderella, oh Cinderella, I heard you went to the ball. You pranced and danced, twisted and shook your booty. In grand fashion, my Cinderella, you tripped the light fantastic. Dolled up, long legs and juicy red lips, you went grinding on the prince, twir...
LostSpeak and be Heard,I hide in Shame,The Death of Desire,And I am to Blame.A Voice is Silenced,It's Death screams out,My world torn apart,Left in Doubt.Hope and Despair,War from Within,When will it finish?Where does it Begin?Acceptance and love,Could ha...
No.Nothing is wrong.Go away. Go away. Please...don't stay.Is it time to get up.Is it that time again. To get up.It's dark inside.Is it time to get up.It's time for me to think. I need to think.I need to let my memories bathe me,and rush over me,until I fe...
I stood there staring at the divorce papers which had been delivered by a courier. The words blurred on the pages as I heard Susan laughing from the spare bedroom. Just a few short minutes ago everything was coming together for me. I had the love of a goo...
Sing me a song before I sleep Love me again as once before I will not beg, will not implore That is the past, it's buried deep Can you remember how we were And let me hear your vibrant voice Am I ignored, losing my choice Am I still left adrift, unsure ...
Tick tock goes the clock, another night drags on. Your chest moves slowly in quiet slumber. The night is peaceful, but not for me. It's been another frantic day and all the noises have been seen to. Noises can warn of danger but in the triage of life it’s...
To say I was sorry, I really have tried, A thousand nights alone I've cried. A thousand times I've tried to be strong, A thousand rights, a thousand wrongs. I didn't mean those words I said, Now all alone, just me in our bed. A thousand glances at the doo...
When darkness fell around me, A blanket of despair and fear. I felt so lost, so scared and alone, All my love slipped away in a tear. When my strength had all but left me, And slowly I slipped away. It was you that came and saved me, A debt I can never re...
