What a glorious summer!
Helka's work placement was to last for six weeks through the summer,r and we had already experienced such a wonderful time with each other on the first weekend! Oh, what fun we were going to have! But her studies meant that we could only meet when she was free. One of her weekends was already scheduled for a college visit to Manchester, and no one was allowed to bring a friend. Grrrrrr!
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The weekday routine was at the forefront of my life. I was getting to know more of my work colleagues, including the team leaders. Of course, Glenys was keeping a particular eye on me as she had been my tutor in one of the fast-track sessions. Sometimes, though, she would be keeping a closer eye on me than necessary. At break times, she would arrive in the kitchen to make her coffee just after I had got my coffee and sat down. It seemed like she was making sure that I hadn't forgotten her, making sure that I noticed her ... and it was working!
When I went home after work, I would find myself thinking about Glenys and wondering what it must be like to be in bed with a much older woman, you know, would she teach me new moves to satisfy her, stuff like that - it intrigued me. My oldest lady was Lisbet, who was about thirty. Joy, Roz, and Kim were each a couple of years older than me, and Helka was exactly my age. And Helka was my current focus. I was always falling in love, looking to a future with most of the ladies with whom I had slept. I still remember Inge from before I met Helka - Inge was my first breast fondle at seventeen, albeit through her t-shirt, but she still had a place in my heart.
But Helka's issue with not being on the pill could become a deal-breaker when it came to considering a future with her. We were still too young to settle down, and, if we had full sex, we could end up with a baby. Lovely, but not a good idea for a couple on low incomes. I wasn't a fan of condoms simply because putting one on would be an inconvenience at a moment of high passion!
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Friday evening came around, and Helka was coming to the pub where Mike worked. It was his penultimate Friday night before he started his new gig in a pub near The Tower of London. I met Helka at King's Cross, and we made our way to the pub. As usual, it was a busy night, a few out-of-towners were in, and Mike was playing all the latest dance tunes. I introduced Helka to Mike, and we made a bit of small talk. He was looking forward to DJing at the new pub, and I was keen for a change of scenery. For most of this evening, though, the floor was full.
Helka and I left early to get a bite to eat, then decided to go to my place. As always, I hoped that it wouldn't be too much of a disappointment to my lady. Two stops on the tube, and we were there. First, the tour! Here is the kitchen, then the outside toilet! With the coffee made, we walked upstairs to my room. Helka sat on the sofa, I put some music on the stereo and joined her. We chatted about unimportant things while we drank our coffee, and then, it was time for bed.
We seemed to be so comfortable with each other that we just got undressed as if we were an old married couple. We were down to our pants and lay down, cuddling and kissing. In between clinches, we talked again about nothing important until I raised the issue of full sex.
"Well," said Helka, "because I can't take the pill, we can't do it. Basically, I don't want to get pregnant."
"We could use a condom, but I don't have any," I replied. "I've never used a condom before. I imagine it's a bit awkward just when you get to a certain point of making love, and you have to stop and fiddle about with a packet!"
"Friends back home have said that. Can I tell you a secret?" I was intrigued. "Of course, I've been in passionate situations with boyfriends but we've never had full sex because they didn't have a condom." Then, a pause. "We had such an amazing time last weekend, doing what we did, but the secret is that I am a virgin!"
You could have a pin drop in the room. I was stunned. "Really?" I said.
"Yes, it's true. Technically, I am a virgin." Then, she looked embarrassed. Another pause. "That's why I masturbated you and sucked you. I wanted you to put your fingers in me and lick me, and it was so wonderful. But we can't have full sex."
Another embarrassed pause. "I'm so sorry, Vee. Do you want me to go home?"
"No, of course not." Then, I said, "If you want, we can try condoms ..." but Helka turned to me with tears in her eyes, and I just had to hold her tight, stroking her hair and wiping her face with a tissue. What a dilemma for a young lady on the verge of her adult life, to deal with this issue. I suddenly felt very protective of her. We cuddled, shared a passionate goodnight kiss, and, eventually, fell asleep. ___________________________________
I woke up to Helka standing by the bed, coffee in hand.
"Good morning, Vee," she greeted me.
"Good morning, gorgeous. Did you sleep OK?"
"Yes, I did. But I've been awake for a while. Thinking about stuff, y'know?" Yes, I knew what she'd been thinking about. Of course, it was an issue for her and, probably, for both of us but, it was too early in the morning to start a discussion.
I sat in bed, drinking my coffee, while Helka chose a record to put on the turntable. She came back to bed and snuggled up to me. We lay there, listening to the music, and we weren't speaking. Just as well, really, as I wasn't sure what else I could say, and I didn't want to upset Helka.
Then, Helka looked up at me from under my arm, stretching her head up for a kiss. As she stretched up, I shuffled down to meet her mouth-to-mouth, and we shared a long, deep, passionate kiss. Helka's hand moved to my groin and under my pants. She took my balls in her hand, gently massaging them before moving to my cock. Meanwhile, my hand was fondling her breasts under her t-shirt, tweaking her nipples before I moved it inside her panties to her pussy. My cock was growing hard in her hand, and I could feel how wet she was getting, but we were just having a feel around. Maybe this was in preparation for more oral pleasure ... or maybe not!