As I drive back home, with Liam beside me in the passenger seat, I feel anxious, realising he has never witnessed my driving before. I've had my driving criticised as being like a boy racer's on several occasions by others, so I act cautiously, more so than when I first got behind a wheel following my car accident.
I glance over at him, whilst he rests his head in his hand, but the critique doesn't come. As someone who likes to exercise control over everything, I was expecting a tirade of remarks. Still, surprisingly, he remains quiet the whole journey, and I realise he definitely has something on his mind.
The moment I park up, he swiftly gets out of my car and walks up the driveway, not waiting for me as I stumble behind him over the gravel, carrying my heels in one hand.
"Make some tea, Janet!" Liam calls out as he enters through the front door.
In the orangery, he gestures for me to sit down, but he doesn't join me. Instead, he continues to walk around, pacing, not appearing cool and collected like he usually does.
"Liam, sit down," I sigh. "Just tell me what this is all about? You've clearly been drinking for most of the day."
He pauses in his movements, then finally he looks at me.
"My father died today," he says.
"What? You should have told me, Liam. Fuck, I would have been here for you!"
Tears fall heavily from his eyes, and I immediately stand up and pull him against me to comfort him. All this time, I had wrongfully believed he'd been with someone else when he'd disappeared but he'd actually been seeing his father. Stupidly, I had made it about myself, selfishly only worrying about my own problems.
"I went to see him before he passed, and he refused to speak to me. He called me a disgrace."
"I'm so sorry Liam," I reply, stroking his hair and face affectionately. "I had no idea you were going through so much."
"Even when he was dying, he didn't want to see me. Am I that much of a monster?"
"You're not a monster, Liam. You're far from it."
I guide him back to the couch, and he rests his head in my lap, looking up at me. His tear-stained face is beautiful at this moment as he opens his heart and soul to me.
"I've humiliated my family, and I've been told to stay away until I'm prepared to settle down. Why can't I want a normal relationship?"
"This is the most normal relationship I've had."
"This is dysfunctional. All I think about is how to humiliate or hurt you."
"If it helps we can get matching jumpers and send a cringy Christmas card out this year?"
"You're kidding?" Liam scoffs.
"I'm deadly serious," I smile, in an attempt to reassure him.
"My parents wanted me to marry and procreate," he grimaces. "It's not like they haven't got enough grandchildren."
"Ah..."
"The funeral is next week, and my mother has graciously allowed me to attend, but that's all. I'm not welcome back until I settle down."
"I wish there was something I could do to help."
"Come with me next week?"
"Are you sure?"
Liam suddenly sits up and rakes his eyes over my appearance. Sensing his mood is changing, I fall silent, not continuing by telling him I think it may be a bad idea.
"You really do look beautiful..." he says, pressing up against me. "I love seeing you like this."
"Ah, you're making me shy," I sigh as his hand grips my wrist.
"Maybe Dollie could show me more of her wonderfully sexy outfits that leave nothing to the imagination?"
His fingers trail over my side, tickling before he grips me by the hip and pulls me, so I'm laying back on the chesterfield, with him kneeling over me. His strength is terrifyingly attractive, and as I gaze up at him, with my heart thumping in my chest. I wonder what he plans to do with me with eager anticipation.
"Liam, I'll show you anything you want," I groan, feeling my need for him swell. "I'll do anything if it means you don't watch those strippers again."
"Would you strip for me again, like yesterday?"
"Yes," I breathe. "Anything you wish from me, I'll do it."
A salacious smile spreads across his face as he eyes me hungrily.
"Anything? Then be mine, always. I would like Dollie to remain relatively free, but give Matthew to me as my masochistic slave."
I can't find it within myself to deny him that again, as I look into his intent, expectant eyes. The words had slipped out, momentarily forgetting that anything will also include handing my life and freedom to him.
"I'll give you my definite answer Sunday, Liam," I whisper, not wishing to disappoint him.
"Come with me."
Upstairs Liam unlocks a door, next to his own bedroom and ushers me inside. I'm not sure what to expect, and I'm anxious, but it just appears to be a regular bedroom, similar to his own. Immediately, he crosses the room and opens up the window to air it out.
"I don't understand?"
"This is your bedroom, Dollie. You can do whatever you want with it, but it's only Dollie's room, do you understand?"
"I thought Dollie gets to sleep with you in your bed?"
"She does, but this is your private space if you want it. You'll have a wardrobe for yourself. There's a dressing table and your own ensuite. I want you to have this. Dollie shouldn't be in the playroom."
"And Matt?"
"Matthew remains as just my submissive. I have no desire to do to Dollie what I do to Matthew. I'm never sharing you like this, not with Selena, nor William or anyone else. Dollie is mine alone."
"So when am I Matthew?"
"Whenever you decide to be. That decision is left to you, but I'll treat you accordingly."
"So you'll never spank Dollie or bind her?" I ask, slightly disappointed.
"I don't need to do that to you like this," he growls, pushing me against the wall. "Does it feel like I need to?"
With his hand gripping my wrist, he brings it against his erection, pressing against my hip, as it strains within his trousers.
"I'd like you to, even if it's just some softcore bondage."
Tilting my head up with his hand on my chin, he kisses me passionately, then unzips his trousers. Lifting me up in his muscular arms, with my legs parted around him; he spears me onto his cock and aggressively begins to thrust, taking full enjoyment of my eager body.
"You're still so tight," he groans. "I was sure I'd destroyed you Friday, and I'm glad I didn't."
"I'm glad you didn't either, Daddy. I want to feel good for you."
"It's so fucking good. I adore your pussy!"
His kisses over my face and mouth become urgent, melting me from within as he fucks me. Lustfully, I cry out within his arms. I can't get enough of him, and I'm tempted to become Matthew once I'm stripped of my clothes. I want to continue this in the playroom, so I can then experience his sadistic urges and be brought to a quivering, orgasmic mess on his floor. The possibilities are endless, and the temptation to just give him my answer now comes to the forefront of my mind.
"Ah! Fuck, Daddy. I'm gonna cum," I gasp.
My desire for him spills thickly, and Liam releases moments after, pulsing his hot fluid within me as a wave of pleasure grips me, and I tighten around him. Exhausted, he drops me onto the bed, then cuddles me to him, kissing me softly on my forehead and cheek.
"I adore hearing you cum, Dollie," he says, turning on to his back, pulling me onto him. "Your face is especially appealing like this."
Whilst Liam holds me affectionately, my urge to be taken to the playroom dissolves. I feel loved and comforted, content right here at this moment with him, so I close my eyes and revel in those feelings.
"I love you, Daddy," I sigh happily, enjoying the warmth of his naked body pressing into me.
"I love you too, Dollie," he says, stroking my hair. "I've been thinking about Selena. I want for us to keep seeing her for now, but swear to me that if she asks you to leave me for her, you'll tell me? I don't want any more secrets between us."
I open my eyes to look at his expectant face.
"I swear I'll give you no doubts about me again. If she ever suggests such a thing, I will immediately end it, and we'll look for another," I respond solemnly, breaking my role. "How will this work with what else you want?"
"Let's wait until you give me your answer on Sunday, providing Friday goes well?" he smiles. "We'll talk about it then."
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The next week flies by quickly with me remaining as Dollie, preferring the comfort of his strong, loving embrace over aggressively thrilling sex. My court date arrives, and I become Matthew again, released from my cage and I dress smartly in a suit, hoping to make a good impression on the judge. Trepidation has set in, especially knowing how I'm pleading, but Liam appears to have come to terms with my decision as we drive to the Magistrates Court and he remains quiet on the journey. There's a good chance I will get my sentence today unless a lengthy custodial sentence became likely and for that, I'm glad. Having this hanging over my head is preventing me from being able to think clearly about my next step.
I kiss Liam goodbye outside the entrance, hoping I will be returning to him afterwards. With the wrongful affray charge being dropped, my chances are much better so with a deep breath I enter with James, more than ready to get it over with.
The hearing is relatively straightforward, and I confirm my guilty plea as planned despite the nervousness I feel. At the station, I had felt numb, but during this, I find myself shaking a little, no longer feeling angry like I had at that moment. Suddenly, it has become very real, and I now have to rely on James getting me the best possible outcome.
When the sentence is given, I feel shell shocked. I had mentally prepared myself for a short custodial sentence, so when I hear I've been given eighty hours of community service, I'm not expecting it. I still have a criminal conviction, but it's reasonable, and I'm elated knowing I will be returning to Liam.
On my return, Liam loses his shit at the sentence I've been given and has an argument with James whilst I sit at the kitchen counter, sheepishly drinking a black coffee. I thought he would be pleased.
"Eighty hours of community service! I thought we were looking at a fine with a small amount of community service max?"
"I don't know what you expected, Liam but it's a good deal. He isn't locked up at least," James responds.
"You know it's a shit deal. He's got weeks of work to do!"
"It won't interfere with his job."
"I don't give a flying shit about him missing hours at the club. This interferes with my time!" Liam yells, slamming his fist down on the counter. "You've let me down, James. You're supposed to be my friend."
I feel terrible as they argue. This isn't James' fault in the slightest. It's entirely mine for putting them both in this position. I should never have retaliated.
"Liam, I'm sorry I've upset you," I apologise.
"Keep out of this, Matt," Liam barks, his eyes flashing with fury, making me shrink back, and fall silent, not daring to speak again.
"Well, I'm off home. Enjoy your evening, both of you," James says then turns on his heel, using that moment to leave.
As the door slams shut, Liam pours himself a large glass of wine and drinks half of it whilst I sit quietly watching him. I'm expecting him to drag me upstairs for a caning, but instead, he just stares off into space as he drains his glass. He then takes his phone out of his pocket and calls someone.
"Selena? Right, I have news. It's not great. He has eighty hours of community service which is frankly bullshit, but he's back at least. Did you want to come over tomorrow?" he says, glancing towards me, checking my reaction. "I'll pick you up. Good. I'll see you tomorrow."
"Selena's coming over then?" I ask nervously.
"Yes. We need to have some fun this weekend to take our mind off it. Here, drink up."
He pours out a large glass of red wine and pushes it in front of me, not giving me much of a choice.
"Did William speak to you about Selena by the way?"
"About him introducing her to Noah? Yes, he mentioned it. If she decides to date him, then it no hardship. Girls like her are easy to replace. Are you going to miss her?"
I suspect girls like Selena who'll put up with us are few and far between. If Noah does date her, then I hope he treats her right. She deserves a decent partner.
"I'll miss her friendship," I respond, sadly.
I gulp back my wine, grimacing at the taste, deciding that getting drunk with Liam is better than the alternative of dealing with him sober in a mood as foul as this. As I place my glass down, Liam presses against me from behind, his hand gently squeezing my neck whilst he kisses my ear.
"Perhaps you could slip into something more comfortable?" he whispers. "Let me dress you tonight."
Liam immediately pours me another large glass of wine then chinks his own glass against mine, his grin widening, Cheshire cat-like.
"Something tells me you may prefer Dollie over Matthew," I sigh.
Stripped of my clothes, I sit at the dressing table, carefully applying my eyeliner and mascara as Liam watches me with a smirk in the mirror, standing behind me. I'd watched some tutorials so I could improve the end result, but with Liam's eyes intently on me, I'm being put off. Before I'm able to finish by putting on my lip stain, Liam pulls a lipstick out of his pocket and hands it to me.
"I want you to wear this today. I think it'll suit you better."
I pull off the lid on the metallic and black Dior lipstick and unscrew it hesitantly to find a bright, red shade. It glides on my lips like butter, creamy and not drying like the lip stain I'd been wearing previously. As I check my appearance out in the mirror, it's hard to not feel gorgeous with it on.
I turn around to see Liam remove a lingerie set and a frilly white, tulle skirt from the wardrobe on hangers which he then holds out to me. Obediently, I take them, and I disappear behind a screen to get dressed for him, gently pulling on some pink thigh high stockings with the white, unlined lace bra, thong and the skirt. Slightly aroused, I step into my heels to complete my look. Confident in my appearance, with my heels clicking over the floor, I present myself to Liam and kiss him gently, leaving a trace of the lipstick on his own lips.
"How do I look, Daddy?" I whisper, feeling his erection against my stomach.
"Delightful," he responds, holding out some lace ribbons which he then ties my hair with. "Get on your knees and show me your clitty."
I do as he says and pull out my erection for Liam, expecting him to be annoyed that he cannot put the chastity back on me, but instead, he crouches down and begins to tie several of the ribbons around it, snugly, with one also around my balls too, acting like cock rings. Softly, I moan at the sensation. I haven't had any attention here since Saturday.
Unzipping his trousers, Liam offers his cock to me, dripping with a large quantity of precum. Opening my mouth eager to taste him, he thrusts inside, but unlike the time with William, he doesn't exert pressure on the back of my head to force me to deep throat him. Instead, I willingly take him further inside and do it enthusiastically.
"My beautiful, girl," he sighs, his hand gently stroking my face. "I love you. I want to play with your clitty today."
I gaze up at him as I perform this act of love for him, listening to his groans of desire, reassuring me that he enjoys the pleasure I can give him. Even without him aggressively dominating me, I still want to serve him as my Dom. I adore the way he tastes.
Withdrawing before he can finish in my mouth, he guides me to my feet and towards the bed, pulling me down with him. His mouth is on mine, and his tongue explores inside, claiming me urgently. I'm desperate to be touched more.
"Daddy, please may I play with my clitty?" I ask.
"Yes, Dollie, but I want you to sit on my chest and face me."
Feeling incredibly naughty I crawl on top of him with my legs parted, exposing my white lace panties and I reach down to pull the head of my cock out.
Using my precum, I then run my palm over the sensitive tip and shudder as I continue, fighting against the intensity.
"Ah, Daddy!" I gasp as I flinch.
Only being able to touch this small part of me is mean but fuck if I didn't love it. I look down at my pink, thigh high stockings. A week ago, I wouldn't have imagined being dressed like this with him. I lift up the hem of my white skirt and watch as I continue to touch myself and drip with beads of precum.
"Dollie's clitty looks so delicious," Liam says. "Give me a taste."
I kneel forward, and his warm mouth encloses the head, and he sucks, probing the tip with his tongue as he tastes me.
"Daddy! Oh my god!" I gasp as pleasure flows through me.
"Touch your breasts," he growls before continuing.
I stroke my hands up my body, over my sheer, white bra and pinch my nipples through the satiny material.
"Mmm!"
"I want to finger you, doll-face" Liam growls, looking up at me as I touch myself, and reaches for some lube.
"Yes, Daddy!"
"My Doll deserves all of the attention," he smiles, slipping his hand beneath the lace material to my opening. Gently, he enters me. "You still feel tight... fuck my hand, dirty girl."
I lower myself fully onto his two fingers, feeling a small stretch. Gradually he increases the number of fingers until I'm widened by four up to his knuckles.
"Ah, please destroy my pussy, Daddy!"
"Then turn around and kneel on all fours, doll-face."
Eager for more, I quickly turn around, kneeling over him. My Master appears to be much more giving whilst I'm submissive like this. With his hands gripping around my hips, hooking my panties aside with his thumb, he buries his mouth against my opening unexpectantly and licks with vigour in circles.
"Mm! Daddy, I feel so good..." I moan, writhing against him.
His breath is warm and further stimulates me as he pulls away briefly, then he moves to my perineum and kisses. His flattened tongue licks upwards in firm strokes, repeatedly and I open up wider to him, as I fully embrace my role as his dirty, dolled up slut.
"Good, sweet cheeks?"
"Mmm, I love it, Daddy," I groan, glancing down at my trussed up, girlified, leaking sex.
I relax, surrendering to my desires as he moves back up to my dirty, boy-pussy and kisses with his nose pressed firmly against me. His tongue darts out again, and he continues to eat my arse, smothering me with his saliva as he attempts to probe inside my rosebud.
"Open up for me, girlie," he says softly. "Let me taste you."
He begins to suck against the sensitive skin, and I gasp in surprise at the sensation. Rimming has happened before, sporadically but I've never received attention so intensely like this. It feels so incredibly obscene.
"Uhh, Daddy... Daddy," I moan, feeling the unmistakable, orgasmic sensations.
"Relax," he whispers, using his fingers to open me up and plunging his tongue inside slightly.
Sweeping lightly around, my cock throbs as my level of arousal grows, and I leak over the bed, profusely. The feeling is intense, and I grip onto the bedsheets as I struggle against completely surrendering to it.
"Mm... Uhh..." I gasp, trying hard to not utter words of profanity.
"Does it feel good, Dollie? I'm going to utterly destroy you with pleasure tonight."
He pushes me forward, my skirt falling over my head, and he holds my hands behind my back, as he ravages me with his tongue.