AylaJ

23 Mar 2021

Those Eyes

My grip in her hair tightens as she manipulates the toy connecting us, bringing me to that brink, again. She figured out what made me tick that first time we met. Each time after unlocking my damaged parts, breaking my resolve. That’s what she’s paid for....

AylaJ

17 Mar 2021

Boundaries

“Look at you, dripping like a bitch in heat.”  Her moan only echoes what her cunt is preaching into the palm of my hand.  “Is this what you want...” The rhetorical question slides from my lips against her earlobe. My body presses hers into the wall, I can...

AylaJ

22 Feb 2021

Leftovers

The flick of my lighter echoes the emptiness in my apartment. Sizzling of singed rolling paper replaces it as I inhale deep, filling my lungs. Her words linger. ‘You’re perfect, it’s me. I promise.’  Yes, I am. I’m the one she begged to fuck her like the...

AylaJ

9 Feb 2021

Burnout

Again, last night  I found your name upon my lips,          Tasting as sweet as the first time I said it My goosebumps rise, reaching out for your touch, An involuntary response to the scent you've left behind  The sheets soak with sweat as I toss and tur...

AylaJ

23 May 2020

Woman

You see women all the time boasting their femininity, flaunting a beauty claimed by their gender, and rightfully so.  I knew I would grow up to be one of them. Like the ones in the magazines showing off their womanly figure. Delicate. Now, with his hard c...

AylaJ

30 Apr 2020

Talk to Me

The shower beckons, luring me in with her seductive wrap of warm steam. I let the water pour into the palm of my hand, promising a few uninterrupted minutes. That’s when I catch my phone light up with a number I don’t recognize. I pause, not really caring...

AylaJ

4 Mar 2020

Luminous

“It’s not fair,” Nova mumbles into the lip of the whiskey bottle as her tongue seduces out the last drop, wanting more of that burn. Her eyes are hazy from a blend of the liquor and grass she's been consuming from sunrise to sunset for the last four days....

AylaJ

3 Jan 2020

Countdown

“Ten.”  Her voice is sharp; matter of fact. The vibration of each letter crawls across my freshly shaved mound. “Nine.”  New Year’s Eve and I lay here exposed. The tatters of my shirt tickle against my heated flesh with each movement. My nipples extend, k...

AylaJ

14 Sep 2019

A Free Show

Almost midnight. Funny how you can tell time by the goings-on. Martha Turnbuckle finishes her trite about the day’s news; more ‘what’s trending’ than actual news, or so it seems. I down the last of my beer while staring at her cleavage on the screen as I...

AylaJ

27 Jun 2019

Pride

If this float is a rockin' don't come a knockin'

“Time to wake up, baby.” Her voice is soft, gentle.  My eyes lazily roll open, glazed over with fragments of last night's dream. Groaning, I pull the sheet over my face and rub my eyes with the heel of my palm, trying to shed sleep from my mind.  “Ayla.”...

AylaJ

13 Feb 2019

Peaches

It’s a different kind of moment...

It is a record-breaking 37ºC. The windows are open and the shades are shut. All we can do is sit and bear it till the heat breaks.  I lay on the floor taking in the small fan that’s working overtime. The spinning blades of the other fans catch the sun as...

AylaJ

5 Nov 2018

Voodoo

“That’s it, I think I’m finished!” Eunice squealed to herself as she held up the makeshift doll in her hands, admiring her work. It was a few weeks ago when Eunice came home to find the book wrapped in brown paper sitting on her doorstep. Thin hemp rope t...

AylaJ

1 Sep 2018

The Last Strawberry

My face is covered in her, yet I still crave more.  I pluck the last strawberry from the bowl, twirl it between my fingers and watch her body come down from the latest climax.  She lays sprawled on the kitchen table, legs quivering. I move closer, heat pr...

AylaJ

7 Jul 2017

The Fight

The one that ends it

She walks through the door with attitude written all over her face. ‘Fuck,’ I think, letting out an unimpressed sigh and go back to drinking and watching the game. I’m tipsy, I had a bad day and don’t need her shit tonight. That seems to be all I ever get...

AylaJ

19 Jun 2017

All Of You

I want to memorize your scent,Like the moment before it rains.  I want to memorize every sound you make, So when I hear that rhythm play, my body aches. I want to memorize your taste, Like fresh strawberries on my lips.  I want to memorize the way you loo...