We jogged down the street, already late and more than a little tipsy. Not the greatest first impression but I was grinning just the same.  I missed this. Hopping bars until the early hours, just drinking and laughing the night away without worrying about what tomorrow will bring. Time wasted with friends is time well wasted after all. Dave and I hadn’t been out like this since...well probably since before he got married....

Day 8 (Continued) Like I said, a lot happened today. What I witnessed last night has been forefront in my thoughts all day though. This morning I decided enough was enough. If she wants to stay home and masturbate all day, fine. All I want is to not have to do everything when I get home from a long and tedious day at work. I left her a note next to the sink before I left today (a sink that I had to empty of dishes I might...

Day 1 Alright, so because of the quarantine I'm not able to see my therapist. He told me that until it was over, I should start a daily journal to record my thoughts in. Even gave me a book for it and everything, so let's give this a shot. Feeling pretty good overall today, considering current events, that is. I'm still employed, for now, definitely thankful for that. A lot of people have gotten laid off and I've still go...

The receptionist nervously lowered her head back towards her textbook, her face nearly as red as mine. I quickly sprinted around the corner and fumbled my shirt back on.  I can't believe I had done that. Admittedly she probably sees shirtless guys all the time as the gym receptionist. But that didn't make it appropriate for me to do. I felt so insecure walking back to my dorm. I wasn't used to anybody seeing me even half-...

The bonfire roared, even in the pitch darkness surrounding us I could see everyone clearly. Senior year parties were tradition in any part of the world with teenagers, and for once I was happy to oblige. I'd never been one for parties really. People more often than not look through me rather than at me. But fuck it, it's time last time I'll see any of these assholes right? One last hurrah.   Everyone had been drinking (at...

I woke softly the next morning. Peacefully opening my eyes as the sun began to peek through the drapes. She was gone, but the memory of her against my body was still with me. So there's a ghost in my dorm... that's a thing. I felt taken aback in many ways. For starters, ghosts are real, cool. Second, she didn't really seem like the scary ones from any horror movie I've seen, great. Third, I've lost my virginity to someone...

I was still in shock, afraid to blink, for fear she'd disappear the second my eyes closed. She started grinding on my cock some more, sending jolts of pleasure rippling through my body. "Don't lose focus on me now." she giggled. She started sliding up, painfully slow until just the tip remained inside her. Then pushed herself back down just as slow. My eyes had rolled back into my head, and my mind foggy with bliss. She c...

I stumbled out of class, anxious to return to my apparently-haunted dorm. I needed to know, was it real? Was she real? I half-ran back to my dorm, the sun beginning to dip into the horizon. Most of the other students would either be heading back to their rooms for the night as I was, or getting comfortable in the library for a study binge. Stepping into the building, I was assaulted with warmth. I had started leaving my j...

I pushed myself up on my bed, still sweaty and naked from what happened. What had happened? I was imagining a situation in my head, I could see the experience so vividly, as if I was really feeling it. I thought I saw for a second... After cleaning myself off and throwing my clothes back on, I headed off to the library. That whole thing had been... well, incredible honestly. I had never felt anything like it, but it had a...

I felt good the next morning, really good. Determined to make this a good day, I felt as though nothing could stop me. Naturally, it didn't last. Thirty minutes into my first lecture, I was already out of it. The professor quickly went over what we covered last class, and I was surprised to find I actually understood the content. But as soon as he started going into a new topic, I lost my grip. I had just wrapped my head...

I flung my bookbag across the room. Another shitty lecture. It was my second week of college, and it was not going well at all. The few friends I had come from high school with had immediately fit in with the other students, leaving me in the dust. I couldn't grasp any of the content that the professors were teaching. No luck finding a part-time job, and to make matters worse I was still a virgin. I know, I know, people s...