My husband has a family house at Old Orchard Beach in Maine, which I have written about in past journal entries. Every summer we go up there. Another summer had rolled around, and it was once again time for the family stay at the cottage. Sometimes we can stay at the cottage and at other times, we just park the car at the cottage and rent a motel room.This year after two nights and two days at the cottage, I was already g...

The following journal entry was difficult for me to write, and I'm on the fence about what it all means to me. I know the lifestyle can lead to bad things happening and as much as I enjoy most of it, what has just happened have left me mentally distressed the last next few days. I feel the need to write about these events hoping. I hope this journal entry won’t be my last for a while, but maybe this will help me sort out...

Friday was coming to an end, work was dragging on, and I had regular boring plans to kill time until the party on Saturday night. I had decided to go to my Gym and get in a good workout. I went in and was immediately met by Joe. He said, “I have been looking for you and wanted to tell you that Harry had passed away. The funeral is on Saturday and wake is tonight.” I hadn't seen much of Joe and Harry lately, but we always...

I use an adult web site to find friends to meet  and I recently received a long letter. It read as follows.  Hello my name is Shari. I live in Dorchester and I am 5'6 130 34c black woman. I am married to a man who is 6'2”, black with a perfect body and he has nine inch cock. I was wondering if you could do me a huge favor. My husband visits your profile on line, at the adult web site a lot, and thinks you are gorgeous. I...

I was informed, after the last playoff victory, that the Patriots were heading to the Super Bowl in Houston and that my husband had a pair of tickets from his friend Rob at work. He then told me he was going to go with his work pals and crew. I asked if I could tag along and just spend three days in a city I had never been to before. He agreed and decided to make it into some additional fun, which I didn't argue over. He...

I was working in Boston yesterday until 5:00 so I decided to go out to have a few drinks afterward with my co-workers, since we hardly ever hung out together in the city. My husband knew I wasn’t coming home right away, so I wasn't worried. I was soon bored silly, however, since my co- workers who I see almost every day, are neither all that cool nor that much fun. I wasn't dressed all that sexy either, but only had on a...

Another Saturday night, and another swinger’s party! It was neither bad nor was it that great. My man and I played with two couples together. One being Scott and Judy, a couple we had met at our last party and the other couple was a new Latino couple, so I at least had the flavor of something new. After the party I was tired, but still not satisfied mentally. I went to bed immediately and woke up early to start my Sunday...

The weekend was here and I knew that our swinger’s party was in a few hours. All I could hope for was that nothing would change our plans. My other hope was that when we arrived that there would be a few people worth playing with as well as some fresh playmates. I’m grateful to be in the lifestyle with the man I love. However I don’t like the rules we have and while I obey them, as many of my readers know, I'm not the mos...

While I normally have to wait until the weekend to have any real fun, I got an early gift called “Thursday Night Football”. The Patriots were on TV and just when I thought it was going to be a dull evening at home, I received a text from my man telling me that he and his son were taking off to see the Patriots game at the stadium. I couldn't wait to get out of work since I knew exactly what I wanted to do. I needed to be...

The party's over this summer have been good, and were mixed in with some vacation fun as well as summer family stuff. It has been a while though since I just said fuck it and did something because I wanted to. What I really wanted and needed most was to have Porn-star type sex. The dating site on the web that I am on has so many men from which to pick. This one guy Tony was always asking to meet me, whenever we were both...

It was a typical Thursday in September. The weather wasn’t too bad that day, but I wasn't expecting any fun until Saturday night at the swinger’s party. As I was heading home from work I got a text from my husband saying he won’t be home for a while, since he was taking his son shopping.I decided to grab dinner at a local place that I like. It was the perfect place for dinner that night, since it was dollar oyster night....

My vacation week was here, but it didn't start the way I had hoped. After a decent Saturday evening at our local swinger’s party, we went out for dinner on Sunday. I must have eaten something bad, since the next three days I was either at the doctors or in bed with a fever and various assortments of ailments. Finally by Wednesday morning, I woke up still not up to 100%, but actually I felt much better. I asked my man if I...

My step-son’s school year was close to beginning, so we decided to take him and his friend to our cabin out in the woods of northern New Hampshire. While I loathe these vacations, I get the idea of family time, although I really don’t like giving up our own fun or losing time from work. One of the best features of the dating website that I use is that I get to watch my potential dates on a webcam. I have watched this one...

The last spring weekend had arrived and I was looking forward to the beginning of summer. I was particularly looking forward to this weekend to kick off the summer since I had planned a wonderful, sex-filled weekend. I spent Friday night with just my husband, which was my prelude to the weekend. My husband and I had a nice relaxing dinner, after which we went for a hike. When we got back, the rest of night was filled with...

This past weekend presented me with a rare situation, in which my man and I were unable to go to a swinger’s party. However, there was a band playing in town that I liked a lot, which I really wanted to go see. My husband also likes these guys and knows how much I love them. I really am into this group not only because they are good but the bass player, a guy named Marcus, also happens to be a friend of ours. It also turn...