At times I wish I didn't message you, If I’d known where we’d be today. But your eyes were so alluring They drew me in to you. I didn't know how we ended up not talking After everything we shared. Oh, silly me! I do remember That decision was only yours. We promised at worst to be friends, That promise, shattered like my heart. I was definitely not the beauty, More likely I was the beast. But you said you liked me, Despit...

Sometimes if I’m feeling low I read our previous messages It makes me smile Knowing how you felt about me. Our messages about our fantasies And how we will fulfil those dreams Keeps me excited for when we experience them. How we feature in each other's thoughts Even when we are sleeping. The future looks amazing I can't wait for us to share our dreams. We will be great for each other I’ve never felt like this before. Befo...

On my drive home, I was hacked off with John for trying to stiff me out of £50,000. Hopefully, he’d take my “threat” seriously and transfer the money today. It felt disrespectful, especially after everything I had done to help him. Returning home, I prepared to open my front door when I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket. I expected John to come to his senses. It was Anna! I really hadn’t expected her to contact me after...

I offered you my heart, You accepted it with a smile. We made plans together, Counting down the days, dreaming of what lay ahead. Then something changed. You grew distant, stopped waiting, And then the silence arrived, Bringing with it pain and anxiety I could not ignore. I reached out again and again, But my words were met with silence. Needing answers you would not give, You were busy seeking attention from guys who did...

Just imagine if the roles were reversed, And I hurt you when you were vulnerable. Instead of giving you closure, I decided to ignore you. Imagine if I disappeared, Only to return with the one who hurt me, The one I told you all about, The one I swore I wouldn’t go back to. Just imagine if I took your fears And used them just to hurt you, Especially when I knew the pain Would damage you forever. Imagine if I made you quest...

I returned home, my nerves on edge. The decision had been made. There would be no turning back now. The grey areas were behind me. Ahead lay only darkness, and I was about to plunge headfirst into its murky depths. With a deep breath, I opened the envelope again, pouring all the contents onto my desk. The calmness of the outside world was at odds with the turmoil raging inside my mind. John had given me more information t...

My name is David. Originally, I am from Gardenstown, a small village in the north east of Scotland. I loved growing up there, having adventures in the countryside and jumping off the harbour into the water. At home, I enjoyed spending time on my computer, learning how to code. As I grew up, my thirst for adventure was always there. I went dirt biking, sea kayaking, and horse riding. Anything that involved a bit of risk an...

When we first met, you lit a fire inside me, You made me feel like no one ever had before. We shared everything with each other; Your troubles were never a burden to me. I listened because I cared, And I knew I mattered to you. When you gave me directions to your house, It felt like we were becoming something real. We made plans for the future. You even asked if I’d move in with you. That question filled me with hope, Bec...

Bored, sitting at home. Shite on the television. Another day of being rejected by my wife and nearing 500 days without any form of sex. Looking for some excitement, a bit of titillation, and hopefully someone to chat to, I decide to log into Lush for an evening. Tab one: what women are online based on distance, tab two: stories and tab three: chatrooms. Chatrooms are a bit quiet, so the focus moves to stories. Not a lot o...

It was the summer of 2003. My name is Neil, 20 and I had just finished wasting 3 years on a degree that was mis-sold! Also, I was so down in the dumps. I had no self esteem, no confidence and actually, I hated myself! Despite being over 6ft 4ins (195cm) and broad shoulders, I was grotesquely overweight! Squashing the scales at 20st (127kg). Looking at myself, I was embarrassed. I couldn’t hide as I was too big! Unfortunat...