My hands were gripping the rails of the headboard, my knees and elbows braced for the sting of another hard slap on my ass. My face was buried in the pillow with my ass high in the air for Darren, my new lover. He ran his hand over my round bottom, soothing the redness from the vigorous spanking he just delivered. I turned my head to look at the image of us in the mirror: me prostrate with the hanging globe of my nearest...

Away Naked At Darren’s insistence we remained naked all four days. At first I objected. My pendulous breasts at their proud youngest had never been perky and now seemed to me like next day party balloons. You know, still inflated just no longer pressing against the ceiling of a room but levitating a few inches below. I feel self conscious without some support. “I love to watch your breasts sway, their softness you know,”...

Things got complicated at home so I escaped to Florida. It wasn’t just the sex between George and me and our partner-swapping neighbors, Mary and James, but when other couples and even the occasional stranger were brought into the mix things just seemed to spin out of control. Don’t get me wrong I loved it, especially at first, but then the overwhelming emotions of jealousies and competition almost became an inhibition to...

I like being the center of attention. I know I’m selfish that way. Oh, I admit I like having sex with other couples. It’s great to have the sustained all night sex brought on by the excitement of swapping and sharing, and it’s great to have the touch and taste of another woman at times, but somehow the sex is always more reserved then if I’m alone with one man or better yet, two men. Women tend to be more guarded around o...

I guess my exhibitionist streak began in college when I stood on a coffee table at a fraternity party and danced. I blamed it on alcohol. In truth the alcohol was just the excuse that set me free. Before that night I was shy and spent my freshman year and the first two months of my sophomore year making friends and having fun but being unavailable to guys. That was really OK. I was no virgin but my boyfriend went to a dif...

My newfound sexual desire burns within me. It generates a deep tormenting heat that feels radioactive at my very core. From the first flutter of my eyes in the morning to the moment sleep dampens my fire at night my sexuality consumes me. Even then, in sleep, my dreams betray my desire.My most common one has me restrained to the floor by hands, both male and female hands on my arms, my feet, my breasts, my neck and caress...

The grape pushed against my tightly pursed lips. I was smiling, holding back laughter as my husband George tried to coax me to open my mouth and accept the firm green fruit. I was being difficult, giving him a hard time for no reason other than to make him work for it. He had been working hard already. He had lit every candle in the room. He selected music that rotated through a number of old female jazz and blues vocalis...

“That may be the best invitation I’ve had since Jane first invited me to her dorm room long ago,” my husband, George, said.I expected George to be shocked when he opened the door and saw us naked together. Instead I was amazed at how casually he accepted it. The first thing George said was, “Mary, I see you’ve become acquainted with my wife.” Then Mary invited him to join us! I was the one in shock.George walked over to t...

“My husband tells me you give a delicious blowjob,” said Mary.I suddenly reversed the sip of wine I was taking back into the glass. “What?”“Actually I believe ‘tenacious’ was the word he used,” she said, “Tenacious AND delicious.”I sat stunned. This women Mary, my neighbor from across the street could not have shocked me more. Mary knocked on my door shortly after I came in from a Saturday morning of yard work. When I ope...

Ok, so I’ll answer the most obvious and frequently asked question: How does a married 32 year old Ivy League educated heiress from an old Main Line Philadelphia family become a porn actress? There is no short answer, even though I have attempted them in countless interviews during my 10-year career. This is simply the first installment of the long answer, the story of how I wended my way along the path to a decade in adul...