"My abilities are growing. I can see more shapes now. Physical forms of entities that have since passed on. I can sense when that most are just desperately seeking help but some have other intentions. Much darker ones. And they are the ones that seem to c...
March 13th, Dear Diary, Well, today was shit. Nothing new there. My work day was overloaded - like usual, I dropped my coffee and stained my shirt, ripped a stocking and the guy I've been trying to be semi-serious with is only interested in having a lay...
March 19th, Dear Diary,I've begun to lack empathy. Especially for the men that I toss myself between. I give no sympathy for their plights against hurting me. I hear their complaints and reservations, their pleading voices begging to show me something mor...
The second person stood directly in front of the hole, blocking my sight and creating more frustration for me. What. The. Hell? My confidence diminished as I contemplated having to deal with two men at the same time. If it actually was another man, that i...
January 17th, Dear Diary,I've had to let Darcy go.As much as I hate it, I wasn't getting any better with her. I could tell she resented me for the pain I caused. I deserved all of it, of course. But I couldn't take the thought of keeping her caged in unh...
“Hope you’ve done as I asked or you won’t get your surprise,” John said with a smirk as he gripped the steering wheel a little tighter.I was sitting in the passenger seat with my legs and arms crossed, pretending to ignore him as I looked out the window,...
"Don't be a baby," Jess scolded."We've all done it. It's kinda fun, actually," Annie coaxed."They can't see you,” Taryn added, “and it's a quick way to earn fifty bucks.”I don't know how my friends coerced me into doing it, but there I was inside the wome...
August 28th,Dear Diary, It's been a long while and much has happened since my last entry. During my months away, I did many foolish things with a man I now wish I had never met. Where love once blossomed, flames of hatred are now fanned so hot that I can...
I was at my easel, failing yet again to create something beautiful when I heard a knock at my front door. I looked at the clock and my eyes popped wide open: it was four o'clock and I realized that it must be my buyer standing outside my apartment. Panic...
There's something in your smile that makes it all alright, There's a comfort in your laugh that helps me sleep at night,Something in your voice that gets me through the day. A light in your eye that keeps the darkness at bay. You are, most certainly, the...
I wish I'd never met you,I wish you weren't still here. I wish I didn't have these thoughts,I wish you'd disappear.I try to toughen up,And pretend like I don't care.But the truth is, I still think of you,In my mind, you're always there.How do I go on like...
Dear Diary, We are beginning to talk less and less now, it seems. My heart still yearns for his attention and I still find myself wishing things were different. My thoughts still gravitate towards him and they flood my mind every time I get a moment alone...
Morgan awoke to a cold bed and fear in her heart. Having opened her eyes, she jolted upright and looked around the room. Christian was nowhere to be seen. He’d left. He had fucked her and he’d left her.Excruciating pain welled up inside her chest and tear...
Feburary 24thDear Diary,A few more weeks have passed and I’m still not feeling very cheerful. I know that I promised a more pleasant entry so I will try to keep that promise.I’m still missing him in more ways than I can say. We talk now, more frequently,...
February 19thI woke up to the sun shining through the hotel room windows. I pried open my eyes and blinked against the light. I looked at the clock and saw that it was 9:13 am. That means it was just after 4:00 am in America. Can't call Mom and Dad, yet. ...
