I usually wake up depressed on Monday mornings, but can you really blame me? I feel so pretty and sexy when I'm Mandy Parker on weekends that I just about gag every Monday when I have to go back to work as boring Mark Harrell.
But yesterday everything changed for the better, and today will be a happy day. I'm lying in bed next to Mistress, stirring from a very restful sleep, and I'm so excited about my new sissy future!
It was nice that Mistress Virginia spent the night at our house, and even nicer that she slept with me. She came over yesterday to lend her support when Sherry and I got home from Sunday dinner with our parents. It was a tumultuous affair, and things got ugly when they delved into our private sex lives, but we were defiant and unashamed. My mom seemed okay with our promiscuous lifestyle, but everyone else disowned us for it.
My dad went absolutely ballistic when I told him I'm taking female hormones and having sex with men. He called me a fucked-up freak, and said I can't work at his company anymore, but I didn't care. I was going to quit anyway, so now I won't have to go through the turmoil of telling him myself. More importantly, I'm finally free from the control he's had over me my entire life.
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I'm reminded of my affection for older women as Virginia snuggles up to me and presses her mature breasts against my back. Having her arm around me with kisses on my neck feels just as wonderful now as it did last night when she made sweet love to me.
After finally taking the monumental step of cutting ties with my dad, she rewarded me with sex. It was awesome enough when she straddled my face and fed me her pussy, but then she slithered between my legs and actually sucked my sissy cock. I couldn't believe it at first, because she'd never done that before, but I could tell she loved it, and oh my God… was it ever so special when she let me cum in her mouth!
"Morning, little lover," Virginia sweetly whispers.
"Mmmm…" I softly moan to her touch.
"Feeling a little different today, are we?"
"Yeah… a lot different."
"Tell me, baby, what's different about today?"
"I don't have to go to work."
"This is true," she whispers still, "but tell me how that makes you different today from what you were yesterday."
"I'm free from my dad?"
"Yes, honey, that's the difference. You've finally broken those chains that were holding back."
"Yeah…" I sigh, "what a load off my mind."
"Your dad was suffocating you, dear. He expected you to follow the church's established ways of heterosexual life, but queer people like us can't live in that illusion, can we?"
"No. I tried, but I couldn't."
"And why is that, hon?" she asks as her fingertips dance along my hardening shaft.
"Because sissies love men, and I just wouldn't be me if I couldn't have sex with men."
She grins as she gets on top of me, cuddling my clitty between her moist pussy lips. I'm not exactly sure what she's up to, but I'm pretty sure I'll like it.
"Ohhh…?" she starts rocking her hips to grind her pussy into my hard cock. "You love more than just cock, don't you…?"
"Yeah…" I giggle, "I love pussy, too. Pussy makes my clitty hard, like yours is doing right now."
"Maybe my pussy wants your little clitty. Contrary to what you might think, hon, I've never been a pure lesbian. I still need dick now and then, but arrogant stud cock doesn't appeal to me like it once did. Older gals prefer young sissy dick, like the one my pussy's rubbing on right now.
"So how about it, lover? You wanna help me out and gimme a little fuck before we get up?"
"You really want me to?"
"I wouldn't be turning you on like this if I didn't want it. Brenda said she's trained you for it, so I wanna try some of what she told me you gave her the other day. If you're as good as she says you are, this won't be the last time I'll be wanting it."
"Oh, Mistress, I would love that, and I'd also love to do something else with you."
"And what would that be?"
"Take me in the shower, please. I want to show my appreciation for everything you do for me."
"I was already planning on giving you a nice shower treat," she giggles, "because as you've probably figured out by now, Brenda and I are as addicted to kinky shower sex as you are."
"I am, Mistress, I'm so addicted to it."
"Then give me a little sissy-fuck, and I'll quench your thirst."
Gosh… Brenda loved my sissy dick after she taught me how to use it properly with a woman, and now Virginia wants it too? It makes me wonder where they might be leading me. I mean, how cool is it to think that fucking older women might just turn out to be my specialty?
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Fuck… how did she just do that? She's so good at sex that she did this little wiggle thing with her hips, and her pussy kinda sucked my cock right up inside her, and I didn't even have to move. I'm suddenly melting into her very presence, mesmerized by that 'fuck me' look in her eyes.
I'm not sure how far a high-ranking Mistress will let a sissy go with her, so I tread lightly at first. Drawing from her years of maternal wisdom, she senses my caution and helps me along by sliding herself up and down my four-inch pole. She tells me again that she wouldn't be doing this if she didn't want it, so I start pumping her like I've done with Sherry, Brenda, and Jeannie.
Once I'm comfortable screwing a Mistress of her stature, I remember Brenda telling me I don't have enough cock to satisfy a woman by fucking alone. So like she taught me, I make sure I grind the top-side of my clitty into her clit, where I know she'll feel me.
This drives her wild, like it did Brenda. It drives me wild as well, to know where a woman gets her pleasure, and knowing how to give it to her. The more I work her clit with my rigid little boner, the more she seems to want it. She shows me her slutty side, and that lets me know I can do what I want with her.
I take control, flipping her on her back to take advantage of the slut mentality she's in. This really excites me, because I'm starting to realize I can be more than just a sissy with her. Brenda's turned me into a little sissy fuck-stud for older women, and now I can make 'em moan when I sting 'em with my hot little clitty!
"Oh my God, Mandy." She squirms as she gives herself up. "You're really good at this. C'mon, girl, give it to me. Give it to me hard. Show me what a hot little sissy girl can do!"
Oh yeah… I've got her cumming hard after several orgasms, so while she still has her legs tightly wrapped around my waist, I start feverishly fucking her, just to get myself off. Like a hung hot stud, I attack her pussy for like… maybe thirty seconds… before I end up exploding four inches into her steamy hot hole. She pulls me close as I fizzle out, covering my face with kisses as I press my little titties into hers.
"Ohhh… Mistress…" I get all teary-eyed as my limp little cock falls out of her.
"Ohhh… babeee…" She gives me an assuring smile. "You're gifted with natural talents rarely found in common sissies. You're definitely ready to start dating older girls like me, and there's a great demand for young sissy girls like you in the Hierarchy."
"I can't wait to be a Hierarchy sissy girl."
"You'll be one, babe, now that your dad no longer controls you, but there's much we still need to do before the initiation party, which is only a month away. Come, love, let's take a shower now. After I quench your thirst, we'll go shopping… for skinny-girl clothes!"
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She has me so excited about getting new clothes as we merrily trot into the bathroom, but then, after Virginia locks the door, she purposely makes a negative comment about the dark pubic stubble around my genital area. Since I didn't have a fuck date over the weekend, Brenda didn't make me shave or use that yucky Nair cream Saturday morning, so my pubes are growing back.
I'm embarrassed when she mentions my body being in this state of neglect, but Mistress says she only brought it up to remind me that it's time to get rid of it, once and for all. Brenda didn't make me shave, she tells me, because it's supposed to be grown out a little bit when they do electrolysis hair removal. Then she tells me Brenda's already arranging for me to have it done… this week!
Holy shit. Before I can even freak out about it, she gets me in the shower on my knees and between her legs. Well… you know me. In an instant, I'm greedily licking at her pee hole, anxious to taste the nectar I now crave almost as much as male semen. She's still in a dreamy state of mind after just being fucked, so I get her to pee in no time at all.
She shakes with joy as she holds my head and floods my open mouth with warm urine. The electric sensations I get from this are becoming more intense every time I do it, but I'll probably never know that months ago Virginia wired my sissy brain under hypnosis to crave it like I do.
She smiles as she looks down at me and sees how well her programming has taken hold. I may not know why I love it, but I definitely do, and Virginia knows I'll soon be doing it all the time with kinky older women in the Hierarchy. All I know right now is the special intimacy we have as she cleanses my body to show her appreciation for the way I just served her.
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I can't describe the incredible sense of freedom I have as we come out of the bathroom with towels wrapped around our waists. I feel whole and refreshed with her pee in my belly, but most of all I'm so very comfortable in my own skin. It's what I've wanted for so long, to be free from my dad, and forever devoted to my Mistresses.
The girls are in the living room, waiting for their turn in the shower, and I'm feeling sexy-hot walking in topless with Virginia's arm around me. My budding breasts are finally developing enough to show, so I'm wanting to show them off, like any other sissy would.
"You two were in there long enough," Brenda remarks as we join them on the couch.
"She's my sissy, too," Virginia giggles, "can't I have a little fun with her?"
"I don't have to guess what kind of fun you were having," Brenda giggles back.
"Well, you know what we both like."
"Indeed I do," Brenda snickers… right at me.
Sherry looks puzzled, like she knows we know something she doesn't, but before she can think too much about it, Virginia first asks her…
"Is my sweet little lover feeling better about what happened yesterday?"
"Oh, God yes!" Sherry's face lights up. "I was sad about our parents disowning us when we got home, but I felt better about it after you explained to us why we had to get that out of the way before we could be in the Hierarchy. I'm totally okay with it now, and I'm glad it's finally over."
"I didn't expect you to just blurt out about us being bisexual like you did," I say to Sherry.
"I didn't expect me to either," she replies, "but my mom kept badgering me about adopting a kid, and it just came out. I figured we might as well tell them everything and get it over with, because you were never going to tell your dad about quitting your job."
"I was too… I was going to tell him this week."
"Yeah," she laughs, "just like last week, and the week before that. Baby, you've never stood up to your dad, so I had to force you to do it."
"Didn't I tell you the universe would handle it for you if you were too weak to do it yourself?" Virginia reminds me.
"Yeah, I guess you were right. I probably would have never told him."
"It's okay, sissy-love," Brenda says, "it's done now, and that's all that matters. You're permanently Mandy Parker now, and that wimpy-assed Mark Harrell is officially dead."
"I think Mandy Parker needs new clothes that fit her skinny little body," Virginia then says to me. "Are you ready to go shopping?"
"I'm always ready to shop for new clothes!"
"Good. We'll stop to eat first, then I'll take you by the store before we open at noon, so you can try on a few things in private. Doesn't that sound like fun?"
"Oh yeah! I can't wait!"
"Then hurry up and get your ass dressed," Brenda chuckles, "and paint your nails while you're at it. You're permanently Mandy Parker now, so I'll expect cute makeup on your face, and your nails nicely polished at all times, just like Sherry and I do.
"After Virginia fits you with cute clothes that look good on a skinny sissy, I'll pick you up at Victoria's Secret. We're going to the Bay Area today."
"This is a surprise. Why are we going?"
"While you were playing in the shower, sweetie, Cheryl called to say she's arranged the appointment I wanted with an electrologist she knows in San Francisco. We're spending the night at her apartment, then I'm taking you in tomorrow to have your unsightly male hair removed. Doesn't that sound exciting?"
"Fuck…" I pout, "not really. It's gonna really hurt really bad. I just know it is."
"No it won't, you little pussy. You already said you'll do it, so stop whining about it. Cheryl recommended this girl because she's a sissy just like you, and she uses anesthesia. It'll take all day to do it with one appointment, but she'll put you under, so you'll be out the entire time. Trust me, hon, you won't feel a thing."
"Are you sure?"
"Have I ever lied to you?"
"Well… you're always tricking me into doing things I wouldn't normally do."
"I don't think you have a choice in the matter," Virginia sternly says. "Every Hierarchy sissy gets her hair removed, so just accept the fact that you're going to be hairless from the neck down, and that's all there is to it. Now go get dressed!"
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Wow… getting my hair taken off scares me because it's such a permanent thing to do, but I guess the hormones I'm taking to make my tits grow are just as permanent. I know I have to do it, but I'm only doing it because I want to be body-beautiful like my sissy sister Kristy is. I'm in love with her, and I'll do anything to be beautiful like Kristy.
Since none of my old clothes fit me anymore, I wear the cute summer dress that Kristy gave me. It fits me the best, and I feel wonderful in it, especially after I just painted my nails in this pretty bright-red color.
What's really cool is, I can always wear my makeup, and keep my nails painted from now on, because with my parents knowing about me, I won't be Mark anymore! I'm sissy Mandy Parker, and I don't have to be afraid of who might see me when I'm dressed in public. Since I'm totally into the sissy lifestyle now, I figure I might as well just accept what Brenda's doing to make sure I remain permanently locked in the lifestyle.
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Virginia takes me to eat at this cafeteria place she knows near the mall. She loads my plate with high-calorie foods, because she says it's time for me to start gaining my weight back. It's exciting when she tells me that with a good diet and body conditioning exercises designed for sissies, I'll only gain weight in my ass and thighs.
"That's exactly what I want," I tell her, "because that's exactly how Kristy looks, and I've already told you how much I want to look like her."
"If you do everything we tell you, like getting your hair removed tomorrow, you'll feel more beautiful than any sissy girl you've ever seen, because it won't be her you admire, it'll be you!"
After hearing that, I'm like floating on air as we walk through the empty mall to Victoria's Secret. I can hardly contain my excitement when Virginia unlocks the door, because it's like a sissy's dreamworld in there, and I'll be shopping for dreamy clothes, with no one else around!
I'm such a lucky sissy to be here with Virginia. She's like my second mom as she shows me all the different kinds of clothes skinny girls like me can wear. I get all giddy when she stands me in front of those mirrors where you can see your front and both sides of you at the same time.
She stands behind me and tells me to strip down naked, which I do, of course, because I always do what I'm told. She says to look at myself, and tell her what I see.
"I see how skinny I am," I tell her.
"And do you like yourself this way?"
"I do, except for my bony hips."
"That's normal after starving yourself as much as you have. The starving process got rid of that boring male body you never wanted, and now you're ready to reshape your new sissy body exactly the way you want it to be.
"As you take on extra calories, the hormones will fatten up your sissy ass, and those bony hips will disappear. Your legs will also become quite shapely as you develop your unique feminine figure with diet and body sculpting exercises.
"You always want your rib bones showing a little, because a Hierarchy sissy's anorexic looks are her trademark, with her smallish tits and visible rib cage being her assets. Anorexic sissies are the sexiest sissies around, so appearing anorexic in your upper torso is essential to looking hot for the guys who'll be fucking your soon-to-be gorgeous sissy ass. They'll make you rich, and all you'll have to do is indulge yourself at their expense."
"I just hope my tits get beyond an a-cup."
"Don't hope for them, honey, desire them. Desire is the beginning of all new creation. Estrogen will give you the boobs you desire, but only if you desire them with all your heart."
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Now the real fun starts as Virginia brings me all sorts of neat clothes to try on. I'm in sissy heaven as I'm trying on dresses, skirts, blouses, and halter tops. I really like the skimpy booty skirts that barely cover my ass, but my favorites are the bodycon mini dresses that comfortably hug every part of me. It's fun imagining how good I'll look in them when I have bigger tits and a plump sissy ass.