"Mandy, dear...?" Mistress calls for me. "Are you almost ready to go shopping?"
"Almost done, Mistress," I yell from the bathroom, "I'm putting on my lipstick."
It's Friday night, and I'm very excited about going with Mistress to shop for new clothes. She's been pumping me up for it all week, because we're not just going to the Adult World store for bimbo clothes. No… she's taking me to the ultimate sissy promised land… Victoria's Secret!
My little clitty started pulsing the moment she told me where we were going. It normally would've given me a hard-on, but my clitty has been caged since Sunday night. After she allowed me an hour of sex with my wife, Mistress locked me up and hasn't set me free since.
It's been two weeks since we got back from the Laguna d'Amour sissy resort, and I haven't been with a man in all that time. I haven't seen much of Sherry, either. She's been off in her own world, spending almost every night with a black boyfriend or with one of her lesbian lovers.
I like it when she comes home in the morning with cum in her pussy. I love licking it out of her, but it doesn't satisfy me like a cock can. Eating another man's cum out of my wife's freshly fucked sex hole only gives me temporary satisfaction. I'm looking forward to tomorrow night, when she'll take me with her to be a cuck for her and her black lover. I can't wait to suck his cock.
My sissy-sister Marci told me how bad sissies get addicted to cock, and after not having any for two weeks, I'm keenly aware that I'm definitely addicted to it now. I'm craving cock in the worst way, and I'm desperate for a fix. My poor little clitty has been aching to cum, and my mouth waters every night when I watch sissy hypno videos with Mistress.
Mistress has been playing a different kind of hypno video this week. There's still a lot of sucking and fucking, but the sissies are always wearing wrist and ankle cuffs. Sometimes they're bound in vulnerable and humiliating positions. Last night, Mistress tied my wrists together with a scarf while we watched bondage videos. I have to admit, it turned me on in a strangely different kind of way.
"Mandy, sweetheart," Mistress calls again, "hurry up in there. We have several places to go, and we don't have all night."
"One more second, Mistress, I'm just touching up my mascara."
I've never been out in actual public dressed in my sissy clothes, so I'm a little nervous as I take one last look to make sure I'm as passable as I can be. It tickles my soul to look in the mirror and see the pretty little sissy that I've become. My clitty swells in its cage at the thought of how hot I feel as a girl.
"You're getting so much better with your makeup," Mistress compliments me when I step out of the bathroom. "Maybe I should take you to the glory hole room at Adult World when we're finished shopping?"
"Oh, Mistress, could we? I haven't had cock for sooooo long."
"I've kept you away from cock because I want you to realize what an addicted little bitch you are, and you'll always be this way."
"I know I am, Mistress. When I texted with Marci last night, we were talking about how much we love it and need it. I was jealous of her because she gets cock every day from her Master."
"Well, if I had a cock, you'd be getting it every day too. But here's the thing, Mandy. Sissies with Masters are total homos, and sissies like you, who have a Mistress, get to be with both sexes. Would you rather have a Master, so you could be fucked every day? Or a Mistress, who teaches you a more feminine way of life, and gives you a sex life that includes both pussy and cock?"
"I'd rather have you, Mistress," I automatically say, "you're the only one who knows what's best for me."
"Good. You shouldn't get jealous when Marci tells you how often she gets dick, because she never gets pussy, and you do. Not many sissies enjoy the privileges I give you, so always keep that in mind. Let's go. We have an appointment at seven."
"An appointment for what?"
"An appointment to get your titties pierced, and don't act so surprised. You've known this was coming."
"I know, but it scares me, because I know it's gonna hurt."
"Don't you think I already know what a pathetic little wimp you are about pain? I'm having you put to sleep while she does it, so you won't feel the pain, you pussy."
"Put to sleep? I don't know about that."
"Hush…! I own you, bitch. These decisions are mine, and mine alone. And remember, I'm taking you to the glory hole afterwards, so you can you gorge on cock while I pick up a few things for the next phase of your training."
"But… but… haven't you already trained me enough?"
"Little one… we are mentally married to one another. Your training is a long journey that neither of us can predict. Do you want some cock tonight or not?"
"Of course, I want some cock. It's been two weeks since I've had it."
"Then quit your fucking whining and get your sissy ass in the car!"
~~~~~
Mistress doesn't say a word to me as I ride in the back seat of her car. I was so excited about getting dressed up for my first shopping trip to Victoria's Secret, but the thought of getting my nipples pierced has dampened that excitement.
Sure, she told me two weeks ago that this was coming, but the sudden reality that it's going to happen tonight is hitting me like a ton of bricks. The fact that I'm powerless to object to anything she tells me to do is probably what's hitting me the hardest. She completely controls me now, and I'm way too far into this to ever turn back, even if I wanted to.
The sissy life is now my life, so I try not to think about a needle piercing through my nipples. Instead, I think about the cock I'll get to suck at the glory hole later. Almost instantly, my clitty swells up again, with my mouth watering at the thought of swallowing men's cum.
Mistress is right, she always is. I'm hopelessly addicted to cock, and I absolutely will do anything to get it. And that's why I won't object to the piercings, because I'll get to suck a few cocks as my reward.
~~~~~
"Hey… daydreamer," Mistress says from the front seat, "we're here. Time to buy you the girlie things we both know you want."
Mistress's words wake me up from a sort of closed-eyed trance as I contemplated where this beautiful, yet still mysterious woman is taking my life. I was pretty much thinking about how much I love cock, and didn't even realize that she'd driven into the mall parking lot and parked the car.
"Are we here?" I ask in a daze.
"We're at the mall where Victoria's Secret is. Are you nervous about being dressed in public for the first time?"
"Yes," I admit, "I'm afraid, because people will know I'm not a real girl."
"Well, no doubt some people will notice, but they're just people you'll never know and will never see again. It's something you'll have to get used to until we get your body as feminized as your mind has become.
"A close friend of mine, Virginia, is a Victoria's Secret sales lady. She knows we're coming, she knows you're a sissy, and she'll make you feel comfortable. While she's helping us pick out some cute bras for you, I want you to think about eating her pussy, because one day you will."
~~~~~
I'm hardly thinking about anything as Mistress leads me through the busy mall on our way to Victoria's Secret. I'm petrified, imagining everyone is laughing at the male dressed as a female. What I don't realize is that no one really notices me at all. My terror is all in my head, and I'm just experiencing the fear every sissy feels when she first steps out into the world as the girl she's always been.
I'm relieved when we finally get inside Victoria's Secret, and find myself in a wonderland of the most gorgeous clothes I could have ever imagined. An older-looking woman sees us coming in and immediately walks towards us, as if she's been expecting us. I'm wondering if this is Virginia, Mistress's friend.
I don't have to wonder very long. She's eyeing me up and down like a cougar, making me feel like I'm her prey. I know it's her when she gives Mistress a hug and a kiss. It's obvious that they've been in bed together in the past.
"Good to see you again, Bren!" she greets Mistress. "So is this the new sissy you've been telling me about?"
"This is Mandy, my new sissy."
"She's very cute," Virginia says. "You are planning on sharing her with your friends, I hope."
"Don't worry, you perverted slut, you'll get first dibs on her when she's ready," Mistress says as she winks at me. "She'll be able to satisfy your special need."
I cringe when I hear the term, 'special need', because I now know what it means. Mistress took me into the shower before we got dressed to go shopping, and I didn't resist it this time. I ended up swallowing more of her pee than I did the first two times she peed in my mouth. It scared me just a little, because my sissy brain was telling me that I liked it, and I couldn't deny it to myself that yes, I was indeed starting to like it.
"So…" Virginia asks Mistress as I walk behind them, "is she drinking from the golden fountain yet?"
"I'm just starting her on it," Mistress giggles before I hear her whispering in Virginia's ear. "In fact… she's got my piss in her belly right now. You're going to have fun with her once she acquires the taste for it."
It seems like Virginia is swaying her hips to impress me as she takes us to a display of the sexiest bras I've ever seen. With Mistress's urine sitting in my belly, I can't help but think that it's only a matter of time before I'll be drinking from Virginia's pussy as well. Why else would Mistress have told me to think about eating her pussy before we even got in here?
My attention soon turns to the bras as Virginia holds one up to my chest for Mistress's approval.
"Oh, that is perfect." Mistress happily says.
"These all come with matching panties and nighties," Virginia says, pointing to a rack of long, partly sheer and lace nighties.
"Ooooo… Mandy doesn't have a special nightie yet. I'm sure she will love one," Mistress says as hands me a long nightie off the rack."
"What do you think?" Mistress asks me.
"This one is very pretty," I reply softly. "They're all so nice, I wish I could buy all of them!"
The one she hands me has thin spaghetti straps, and lots of lace at the top and down one side. There's also a slit up one leg to where my hip will be.
"Oh, that one is very nice indeed," Virginia says excitedly. "I think the soft yellow color will look lovely on her."
Mistress holds it up in front of me. "Oh yes, baby," she says with a big grin, "this will look stellar on you! Consider it yours!"
"What bra size do you want her in?"
"Let's start with a double-A for now," Mistress tells her, "she'll be filling it before too long."
I have no idea what she's talking about when she says I'll be filling the small cups of my new bras. I'm so excited as Mistress picks out a half dozen sets of dainty panties and bras, it all goes over my head. She buys me three more shortie-style nighties to sleep in, and a new sexy robe is icing on the cake. I'm a very happy sissy walking back to the car with a shopping bag full of stuff I can't wait to wear.
~~~~~
"Wasn't that fun?" Mistress says when we're in the car.
"It was, Mistress!" I gleefully say, "I couldn't believe all the cool stuff in there. I can't wait to get home to try everything on."
"You're just now getting a taste of the glamour side of the sissy lifestyle. There will be more shopping trips like this in your future. Did you like Virginia…? We're you thinking about eating her pussy like I told you?"
"I was, until you started talking to her about pee."
"Did it excite you?"
"Not really."
"Why not? You were much better about it when I took you in the shower with me earlier."
"I know, but that's cuz I'll do anything for my Mistress. I even started liking it a little, but I don't think I'd like it with a woman who isn't my Mistress."
"Think of every woman as your Mistress, Mandy, because every woman is superior to you. You'd rather be female than male, but you'll always have that pathetic little dick. The best you'll ever be is a sissy, a sissy who's only purpose is to serve my sexual desires, and the desires of those I choose for you to be with.
"The more you drink our golden nectar, the more you'll like it, and the more you'll be like us. By the time I pimp you out to Virginia, you'll be craving female nectar as much as you crave male cum. And you know I'm always right, so just accept where I'm taking you, because you really have no other choice, do you…?"
If Mistress is waiting for a reply, she isn't getting one. I'm so dumbfounded by what she just said that I'm at a loss for words. It's not that I disagree with her, quite the contrary, it's that I know she's absolutely right. I would rather be female. I'm hating my little sissy dick and I wish I had tits. I'm shaken by my own thoughts as Mistress impatiently wants a reply.
"Well…? Sissy…?" She says as she slows down and turns into a parking lot in front of a tattoo parlor. "I asked you a question. Do you really have a choice as to where I'm taking you?"
"No, Mistress," I reluctantly, but truthfully answer, "my only choice is to follow you. Now that you've shown me a better way of life, I know that being your sissy is the only way I can ever be happy."
"And do you want to be more and more like a girl…? Physically as well as mentally? Because after we get your nipples pierced, your tits will never feel the same to you."
"Yes, Mistress. I want it. I want my nipples pierced, just like Marci's."
"Okay then, baby. Let's go get it done."
I'm slow to move as Mistress gets out of the car and opens the door for me. "Come, sweetheart. I know it's a little scary, but it'll be over before you know it."
I cautiously take Mistress's hand as she helps me out of the car. I'm suddenly feeling weak, like something inside me doesn't want to go into the tattoo studio. Resisting is not an option, even though I know I'm crossing a line that I may never step back from. No matter what my rational brain is trying to tell me, my sissy brain wants this, and my sissy brain is all that matters.
~~~~~
"Good evening, ladies," a hippy-looking dude, covered with tattoos says as we walk into the studio.
"Good evening," Mistress says, "we're here for a seven o'clock appointment with Cheryl."
"She's just finishing up with a client. I'll tell her you're here."
As the guy goes to tell the piercing specialist we've arrived, my eyes are attracted to an array of different body ornaments displayed under the glass counter. This is a whole new world I never knew existed until just now. Some of the jewels are just plain beautiful, although I haven't the slightest idea how and where they're worn. I'm looking at different tattoo stencils on the wall when I hear Cherl's voice calling to us.
"Brenda and Mandy? I'm all set up for you."
We pass by two girls that just came out of a room near the back, which I assume is where we're headed. One of the girls has a ring on the side of her nose, and I'm assuming she just had it done. Walking into Cheryl's room is like going into a doctor's office. Everything is sterile clean and there's a chair just like at the dentist.
"How are you, Bren?" Cheryl asks like she and Mistress are friends. I would later come to find out that I'm not the first sissy Brenda has brought in here.
Cheryl is a middle-aged, larger-framed woman. She's not all that attractive on most men's scales of one to ten, but she has a pleasant, motherly personality that puts me at ease. "Don't sit down yet, honey," Cheryl stops me as I start to sit in the chair, "I need you to sign some consent forms for me first."
Mistress holds my hand as Cheryl explains the procedure and that I'll be sedated during the brief operation. I notice a California state certificate on the wall stating that she's a licensed professional in this line of work, which also makes me feel more at ease. Once the paperwork is all signed, I take off my blouse and bra.
"Nice tan lines," Cheryl compliments me.
"Turn around, Mandy," Mistress says, "show her your brand."
Slightly embarrassed, I reluctantly turn my back to show the word 'SISSY' branded on my back.
"Oh, that's so cute," Cheryl approves. "Sometime you might want to come in and have that permanently tattooed."
"Ummm, I don't think so," I say, breaking into a girlish giggle.
"Don't be ashamed of what you are," Cheryl says as I take a seat in the chair. "You're a very cute sissy, so be proud of it. Brenda told me she's had your nipples under suction for a few months, so that'll make it easier to fit the piercings she chose for you. And we're gonna make 'em a little bigger for you as well.