You’re the first thing I think of when I awake.The last thing in my mind at night it’s a torturous state. I don’t like at all the way that I left you.I’ll never know if you know what is really true. I was always so extremely protective of you.Making sure there was no trouble with anything that you’d do. I guess I’m a control freak that wanted what was best.That’s why I always tried to keep you away from all the rest. In d...