Forlorn Stories

If yesterday’s failures were relived again, I could go back to make each a success, Then there would be something to live for each day, When I’ve awakened the answer that slept with my pain.   Autistic thoughts stole the past that it tore, And going back only empties my future, With its lost years that are never redeemed; Life is nothing, when everything I deplore.   Soap opera afternoons and window shopping to no end, Or...

I walk a thin wire between need and desire, dangerous should be my middle name;Reverting inward I withdraw from the world, dreaming of a day without pain. The things that I loved bring me no joy, the emptiness grows inside;To get what I have they will do anything, I’m tired of the deception and lies. Could it be me, maybe I’m crazy inconsistency seems to be the norm;I care too much and maybe I’m mistaken, why do I always...

I got it, you need it; but you just refuse to see it. Always talking a good game; but in the end it’s just the same. A series of one night stands; when are you going to understand? You’ll be back some day I’m sure; on your knees, on the floor. It is the same with them all; I know what they want and then they call. Time and time again; no getting what you need if you’re not my friend. I told you once, I told you twice; tre...

Heartbroken is as heartbroken does.When you try to give someone your precious love. They take it but then you are too soon to find.The two of you just don’t have the same thing in mind. Though the passion is addicting you crave it so.You know it won’t last, it will eventually go. When it leaves you the sadness runs so deep.It is still such a shock all you can do is weep. Especially when he disappears all at once.Everythin...