Agony
I wonder if I will ever hear from you? I imagine this is how it would go for me. My heart will be beating out of my chest. Like an alcoholic that had been clean for years. Then drank a huge swig of over proof rum. That familiar rush flowing throughout. Creating that sweet state of agony. Doing things to me that you cannot see. Temp the addiction is what my mind does. Craving the past. Thinking about what was. Stuck in a l...