The tears I cryfall from eyesthat one time had forgottenhow to weephow to sigh       from lovemisbegottenFreely flowingremembering painfeeling once againeasily nowlike dew thew fallafter mournings reignMy heart is hurt this final timean ending to a gameit's over nowI've lost againA player never morebut the bittersweet memoryhow to cryreopens a rusted door

You can reach out to find meBut I may not be thereThink what you want of meBut I just might not carePut a strain on my heartAnd it just might tearMy body may be hereYet my soul, nowhereNo call for helpNot even a flareDying so suddenlyIt just isn't fairThe ending of "us"no longer a pairAnd all I can dois sit there and stareWatching as it vanishesinto thin airNo longer in my lifeno more feelings to shareWhat was once insepa...

We grew up togetherthough we were miles apart.But even with that separationwe were in each other’s heart.Those tender teenage yearsthat included so many questions.We were only sixteen after all,and not given to know discretion.Our lives were never perfect;We both had our own faults.Still, we saw something in each other we needed.We wanted to learn the steps needed for this delicate waltz.We were nineteen now.We’d met a fe...

The words I love youEscaped his lipsWithout emotion.It was just an utteranceMeant to captureAnd invade my heart,With thoughtless lies,False truths,And shattered promises.I should have known,As I danced in the shadows That the reality heOffered was a dream,A nightmare actually Leaving meUnable to trust,Unable to love,Unable to be Comfortable within.Until I found youAnd I was able toLoveAgain.   

Sometimes I thinkIt's time for me to goTo say goodbyeTo let you go Sometimes I thinkI can't do it anymoreThe hurt you causeThe lack of emotion you show Sometimes I thinkJust try one more timeIt will get betterJust one more time Sometimes I thinkHow can I do this againHow can I continueWhen this is the common end Sometimes I thinkHow can I let him goHow can I live without himThis man who is in my soul Sometimes I thinkHe w...

 For the first time everI am completely aloneHanging Christmas lightsInside my empty homeMy one true loveDid not love me backI tried for yearsCrying like a maniacRemember when we metBack when I was strongYears before I heardAll the things that I do wrong?Do you remember our song?I can hear it nowEchoing off empty wallsThe beat changing me somehowInto only a memoryMy soul outside its shellI was once full of lightNow I put...

Why do I crave you so much? When you praise me my heart soarsWhen you hurt me I only want to make you proudWhen I please you, then I'm happy When your angry, then I'm sad.Give me what you will Take from me what you wantNever ask, never refrain, and never regretBrush my tears from my faceWith your beautiful smile.

  "You are a Sensual Flower  in the midst of a  transparent bouquet." I will always be your rose;  I have been yours forever.  you are my enslavement.   A smirk on your face,  you watch the tramps who primp and prance  unashamedly before you.  Sluts and whores  bounce silicon tits in your face.  Jezebels and jades  beg you to own them.  You only crave them until you fuck them then cast them aside like the pitiful leeches...

Arctic FrostBastard ColdAche of EmptyNadir SoulDeath Knell tocsinOpen WoundNumbing VacuumMental TombEnd of SomethingNever MoreToss the Key, and seal the door.