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Hindsight

A self-deprecating trip down dolorous memory lane

Do you know those moments when your entire being is pushing you to test the boundaries, chase the excitement, explore these uncharted waters of unprecedented thrill? Let me just tell you that I have an innate talent of, sometimes deliberately, self-sabota...

Little Red Journal 5: My Type

I want you. I want to kiss you. I want to lick your face. I want to smear my body against you.

04/20/---C I dreamt I made out with EK.  It felt so good.  There wasn't any action around where the legs split off; though my leg did start to wrap around his.  I no [know] he isn't thin.  And he has turned into a real rebel now.  If my friends knew I lik...

Lost Lamb's Little Red Journal 3; Bisexual Urges

My journey to sexual discovery began long before anyone discovered me, in a little red journal.

The first woman I ever found attractive was Catherine Zeta Jones and that crush has stood the test of time. Although I never copied it down in my journal, I remember watching The Haunting released 1999 in our exercise room. I sat on an exercise machine th...

Lost Lamb's Little Red Journal 2:Masturbation and Nudity

My little red journal reminds me how I used to dance naked and pleasure myself.

3/26/---- lying naked on the floor in my room listening to “I’ll Be Your Inspiration.” dancing in front of the window that work to me as a mirror.  Screw clothesWithout any real relationships, I was constrained to my own sensuality and imagination.  At a...

Lost Lamb's Little Red Journal 1

My journey to sexual discovery began long before anyone discovered me, in a little red journal.

I know when I had my first wet dream. That was when my journal transformed from occasional scribbles to compact cursive handwriting. The spine of the simple book broke from overuse. It is hard looking through the contents to find contents that are not ero...

Object Of Desire

How our perspective on desire can change so much over time

As a younger man,The object of desire Was a thing Two as one- The moment, The doing, The having, The taking As an older man, The object of desire  Is a feeling Two as one- The being, The you, The me, The we And so I've learned, The passion of doing And th...