The most dangerous part of being a mistress is forgetting your own reality. Having such happy moments with your lover, that you forget there are other priorities. Losing track of time. Leaving marks on skin. Creating an entire make-believe world where only the two of you exist and then having to face the crushing reality of falling, alone, from those special moments. What I struggle with more than anything as a mistress i...

I have told you before that the one thing me and my husband usually did well was sex. Not usually passionate, or long lasting, but we managed to get the job done. If I had stayed with him, and you had left her instead, I wonder how you would handle that. Would you be an emotional nutcase also? Would you constantly dream of throwing yourself off a cliff into a raging flooded river below? It's 8pm on a Thursday night. Me an...

I lie alone in my bed at night. It’s a quiet night for me. Nothing much to do, and so I spent most of my night watching old reruns of tv shows or listening to music and journaling. Waiting until you are past your curfew so that we can chat. There is just something so calming and comforting about chatting with you. I try to distract myself from the fact that I am lonely, and you are probably having a fun time with your kid...

Sometimes, I daydream during work. Usually something completely awful. Perverted thoughts. All types of sexual adventures. They usually star you and me. Sometimes, though, just you. You naked. Gorgeous and free laying on a towel in the hot sun. You under the covers, in a cocoon of love. You in the shower, dripping wet and trying to wake yourself up. Other times though, I picture you with other people. Co-workers. Ex-lover...

Ella knelt behind the couch; she was watching the horror movie with her elbows on the back of the couch. The heat from the fireplace was radiant on her back and she could feel it slowly warming her muscles. Ben and his brother sat in front of her, commenting on the movie. A natural break in the movie, a lull in the action, provided Ben with the opportunity to offer tea. His brother Callum accepted but Ella shook her head....

A tear was rolling down my cheek, but I wasn’t outright crying. I pulled my bonnet off, releasing my hair down my shoulders, and dropped the hat on the glass table of this living room. I pulled the hair back to straighten it. What the hell was I thinking coming here? I unbuttoned my red coat. I know what I was thinking. I was being brave. I was being resolute. I was doing something crazy to make up for past sins. I was sa...

It was a dark and stormy night... “You’re shitting us,” Trent hollered above the din of Krazy Vin’s, a local strip club. “Not Allison, she would never… I don’t fucking believe you!” David clamped me on the shoulder, spilling my drink. “Yeah man, I’m with Trent on this one. You’re full of shit. Good story though, man!” The story I had told them was how, on occasion, my super hot girlfriend likes me to dominate her, in some...

Every sinew was stretched. Her back delicately arched and her shoulders screamed with silent tension as they surrendered to the demands of the rope. One limb, one corner. The four poster bed dominated the space. Its place, dead centre, gave the room its purpose. There would be no resting here, no hiding. The perimeter of the room was a walkway around that bed and tonight, she was the exhibit. “Would you like to play a gam...

This world,  someone once explained to me, made you feel alive, lit your body on fire, and transcended any sense of reality.  I see it in the eyes of masked women, eyelashes fluttering and not nervously but arousing fascinated by the scene. I tug at the hem of my black silk robe aware of his eyes on me. He's watched me the entire evening a physical hand of ownership I've tried to ignore. I came alone. The invitation requi...

She felt him walk up behind her and run his hand through her hair. Though she appreciated the contact, she focused on finishing the task at hand. She was on her knees in the garden, planting the last of the petunias. They had taken advantage of the pleasant spring day to get some yard work done. His hand firmly pulled her ponytail, drawing her head backwards and eyes away from her chore. She let out a groan as her hands f...

The day began inauspiciously. It was just a simple power outage, nothing more, but not long after we’d gotten to work the place went dark. No light except what came from the windows and a few battery-powered emergency packs and exit lights above doors, and other than the occasional laptop all monitors went dark; there was utter silence as the HVAC system, Muzak, and other electronic equipment shut down.Troy looked at me a...

"Did you hear that, mate?” Vera looked quizzically around the room, and I subtly turned up the lounge music I had playing on my surround system.“Eh? No, I didn’t hear anything,” I responded, leaning back in my desk chair. She sat across from me, an already petite girl dwarfed by the size of my study. The wide span of the white desk I sat behind did not make her look any larger. Her eyes glanced around distractedly a few m...