I often wonder what you think, Your actions are different then mine. We really are never quite in sync,You're always working never giving me time. There's more to life then just work,I'm needing more from you.When you're home, you act like a jerk,When I'm here, I sit and stew. I always try to reach out,Nothing is said it really hurts.I'm numb and mostly pout,You're stressed and always curt. It wasn't always this way,It's...

Pain doesn't need to hurt by ones hand, It can hurt by what one says or doesn't say. I often say life is grand,But it's the lack of words that hurts most days. It's nice if one can just say what they mean,Talk to me and show me you care.I cannot figure out the scene,Hoping somebody hears my prayers. Not talking really hurts,Other day's I'm just fine.Some day's you're often curt,Just really out of line. I know your busy in...

I was hopeful for a lovely day, But you just can't give me the time. I'm so miserable in so many ways,Loving you is really a crime. A simple 'hello' would be nice,Ask me how I'm doing.Your mood is as cold as ice,Your behavior is not even amusing. You never have anything to say,I find you an absolute bore.You act like you're miles away,I dream of walking out the door. I fantasize about running far away,To a house by the se...

It's a happy time of the year, I know you're busy at your job. For me there's lots of tears,You act like a complete snob. You shut down and run out of here,Do you even care how I feel?You're like a magician and disappear,For me it's an emotional ordeal. I say it doesn't bother me,What am I supposed to say?Your actions hurt to some degree,These are the days, I want to runaway. I'm your loving and caring wife,You're so damn...

I first met Quinn when she and my daughter Gretchen began acting in the same instructional theatre group. Quinn was actually a very good actress; as well as an accomplished singer and dancer. As the group did mostly musical theatre, she readily and regularly won the best roles. While she was gracious about it at first, by the time the summer of her sixteenth year had come, she was becoming quite the snob. Then, that summe...

A ballerina and a mistress they work together, The ballerina is so lovely; the mistress is clever. Entertainment while giving sexual pleasure,Let's talk about their working endeavor. The ballerina is in tutu's and her toe shoes,The mistress is in leather with her riding crop.This partnership has been in the news,The two ladies met at a local beauty shop. The ballerina does all her positions,The mistress barks out the orde...

I felt so safe and secure When I was with you. I poured all my pain to you And you listened in earnest You held me in your arms  And told me its okay That I had you, you were there to stay My heart burst with my love  And my worries were forgotten At least for the time being. But the hours spent with you, Were magical, to say the least I thought we had something Especially when you held my hand Did you not feel it too?  O...

Sometimes we laugh and everything is great, Other times it's silence and moods. It's a crap shoot to try to relate,I don't ever want to intrude. I then feel like it's some how my fault,You don't want to talk to me.You put your feelings into a vault,I just want to run and be free. I sit here and wonder are you okay,I smile and give you a kiss.Everything is okay today,We're back to loving bliss. The sun is not shining today...

I sit here and wonder what mood you'll be in today, It's exhausting trying to figure it out. Will it be a happy day? Or will it be gray?I try to be happy and not pout. I always feel so tense and always on defense,I give all myself to you.Of course, this is just my two cents,There is always two sides, but this is my view. A relationship that blossoms and grows,I love you with all my heart.Is this enough? I don't know,Somet...

I get so sad in this place,I try to tell you how I feel. Just sleeping and crying in this space,What is the fucking deal? You never deal with things,I ask you things, but then you shout.I feel like I'm hanging off a string,I'm sad and often pout. I'm here until everything calms,This is not even fun.I certainly am plagued with qualms,I often want to leave and run. I just stay and I wait,Seeing what happens; I do care.I'm f...

I think I've been running away, Not dealing with what I need to. Trying to fill the emptiness each day,Reaching out to something new. It felt like a safe place for a while,But now I'm not too sure.It used to make me happy and smile,I believe I've hit a major detour. Instead of fixing issues in my life,I just made more problems.Always fighting with lots of strife,I think it may have been just boredom. Running away for many...

Sadness is masked by a world I create, I pretend to be happy in this place.I wonder if some could really relate,I'm sad with tears running down my face.I feel very alone and confused here,Like I just feel like screaming.I just feel like I want to disappear,Often fantasizing and dreaming.I'm very cold and very sad,I'm here, but so far away.I just get so very mad,I just am hopeful and pray.Sometimes, I want to run far,Not e...